How can I be so needy, 
Yet evasive
How can I be so stubborn
Yet submissive

How do I find the things untouchable, 
So alluring
How do the things I have 
Have dust settled upon themselves

How can I love so passionately
And overwhelm them with one quick gaze
How can I be so cold, and devoid of feelings
Like oblivion was carved out of my chest

How do I walk miles,
For people who won't take a step for me,
How do I make a shell out of people who want to help,
And leave when I see summer coming 

How could we be so bruised 
And yet pay no attention to others' bruising 
How can we hurt others so bad in the process of hurting