head between my knees
fetal position

*don’t eat*

on the bathroom floor
tears streaming down my face

*skinny*

hunger pains
stomach crying out for food

*thinspiration*

pinching the fat
fat on my thighs

*ana ana ana*

fat on my stomach
fat everywhere

*don’t eat*

Will I ever be okay again?

bulletproof

Dinnertime

it hurts better than any other pain. 

for in the end:
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;cuts will leave scars
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;tears will leave wrinkles
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;cigarettes will burn your lungs
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;love will burn your heart

But *hunger* leaves you thin.