#donotgiveup
She said that…
my voice is ugly
when I sing
because my voice sounds like a man.
She said that…
I need to stop talking
when she’s off work
because she has talked all day long.
She said that…
She will always be afraid that
I will be a failure
because I have my father’s genes.
She said that…
“Why are you so cold-blooded?”
when she first saw me in person
after my father passed away
because I didn’t make it back in time
from the other side of the world.
She says that…
I might have some misunderstandings
about what she has said to me
in the past.
I say that…
if she really doesn’t mean it all,
why has she been saying these hurtful words
all the time?
She says that…
I have to get over somethings myself,
and nobody else can help me get better
but myself.
I say that…
I have gotten over the past.
Maybe if she doesn't constantly destroy me,
I will not have issues now.
She says that…
I hate her,
though I have come back to her
once again.
I say that…
“I love you,”
and I am none of
what she has said above.
When?
When will all the “she says”
truly become “she said”
in my heart?
I say that…
it’s time to step back again,
To protect myself, and
To rebuild myself.
Mar 24
Mar 24, 2026 at 4:13 AM UTC
In the silent auditorium of the silent city
Two sauntering steps were seen
According to the birdies they were,
Shivering in seventeen.
But the painter's painting was only black
Until two sauntering steps were on stage,
Starlight like diamonds on ballerina pumps
Was the only colour he added to the image.
You see how a mere touch of twinkle
Can add beauty upon;
From everything that's black,
He knows; a new star is born.
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 5:48 PM UTC
We are more than we know, we are strong!
Like the ocean current pulling you
Slowly asking you to follow the sea
In deep waters where many have gone
unable to swim but learning to float
Your mind is on trial
Your limits are your death and survival
Don’t stop you are strong
Cross the ocean and you will find there are no limits
like a mind-your mind-to be found
Once you cross this expanding sea
You will know what awaits
Remember it’s just your own self-esteem
Making you weak.
Copyright© Cynthia Ulloa
All rights reserved.
Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 6:42 PM UTC