#donewiththisshit
why do i always have to fall in love with the people who will never love me
May 17, 2025
May 17, 2025 at 11:20 PM UTC
I Miss when we were friends
When we would sit and laugh
I didn't savor those moments
And so they left in a flash
We used to be so close
i shared with you my heart
And I know this is normal,
Growing apart.
Summer went to fall
And fall ended too fast
The frost and snow fell
Because nothing good lasts
But the flowers thaw through
And new things start
So I think I'm okay
with us growing apart.
Mar 29, 2025
Mar 29, 2025 at 4:03 PM UTC
we
are
not
the
same
and i hope
we never are.
you
worthless
hopeless
undeserving
awful
monster.
we
are
not
the
same.
Mar 18, 2025
Mar 18, 2025 at 5:10 PM UTC
"at least you aren't gonna body slam me
i'd die if you body slam me"
WHAAAT
Mar 10, 2025
Mar 10, 2025 at 9:51 AM UTC
Came back
Survived the ride
Plunged into dark
Saw the light
I'm back!!!
I will now be posting
Regularly
I missed you all
Mar 3, 2025
Mar 3, 2025 at 3:44 PM UTC
i let him read my poetry
as he flipped through the pages,
i hoped
he wouldn't recognize
the ones i wrote about him
Jan 24, 2025
Jan 24, 2025 at 1:08 PM UTC
there was a boy
who was nothing but ink
he would speak
and words would
f
a
l
l
out from his mouth
words that nobody wanted to hear
because he said too much
people don't want to know him
anymore
Jan 14, 2025
Jan 14, 2025 at 5:56 PM UTC
and finally
i had my happy ending
even though
i was laying on the floor
with no mind to house my body
anymore
i must have been happy somewhere
Jan 12, 2025
Jan 12, 2025 at 6:09 PM UTC
i have a B
not good enough.
i am trying my best
not good enough.
i have plenty of friends
not good enough.
i am really proud of myself
not good enough.
i am just a human being
not good enough.
i am a trans person
not good enough.
i keep trying
but i always know what you will say.
not good enough.
not good enough.
not good enough.
because to you,
it never really is
Dec 17, 2024
Dec 17, 2024 at 10:52 PM UTC
i hold my skin down
and scrape deep
i muffle my screams
into the pillow on which i sleep
the blood beads up
in an orderly line
then starts to drip
this will be the last time...
Dec 15, 2024
Dec 15, 2024 at 1:56 AM UTC
you remind me of so many things
fresh rain on gravel
flowers in the summer and spring
the stars at dawn
happiness
joy
love
because
they were all
gone too soon.
i miss you
i miss you so much
Dec 12, 2024
Dec 12, 2024 at 10:25 PM UTC
giving up on this life, eating less food i'm going on strike. i hold the knife, i want to take my life. the cuts on my wrists don't hurt no more, but they start to when my mom opens the door. i **** in my stomach so that nobody sees, leave me alone, please. my heart has stopped pumping, stopped thumping, blood is clumping and i can't do this anymore. losing hope, i don't want to cope, wash my mouth with soap because i told you way too much. my teeth are rotting, my vision is spotting, no bunny is hopping and the world just isn't the same anymore. i don't trust you after you pushed me to the floor. but every single time, i come begging, begging for more, knocking on your door, asking your mom if you can play. i'm no longer welcome with my friends, i can't seem to follow the trends. i'm giving up, tbh.
Dec 12, 2024
Dec 12, 2024 at 5:00 PM UTC
You don’t know what it's like
To try
And try
And try
With no results
You don’t know what it's like
To cry
And cry
And cry
Tears full of salt
You don’t know what it's like
To die
And die
And die
Every second you're alive
You don’t know what it's like
To lie
And lie
And lie
But nothing
Will ever
Ever
Ever
Get better.
Dec 9, 2024
Dec 9, 2024 at 2:33 PM UTC
"she said she was too busy"
she hates you. you should just back off.
"he said he doesn't have that many friends"
he wants you to be a better friend, you aren't there for him.
"they are tired"
i shouldn't have texted them that late, they probably hate me now and want me to leave-
"stop.
this isn't real
my brain is making **** up."
but what if i'm not...?
"oh..."
Dec 7, 2024
Dec 7, 2024 at 4:45 PM UTC
there once was a tailor
who lived in a place unknown
his place was small
but i guess, it was home
he sewed clothes
for people far and wide
with nothing but a thin needle
and fabric by his side.
his job wasn't easy
he worked and worked all day
and the money it made?
well, it barely paid.
but he loved what he did,
with his stitches and thread,
so every night he would lay down
and dream happily in his bed
one day
he got a strange request
he had to make a special robe-
a golden dress.
he tried to explain
this was more than he could do
that this is impossible
but she didn't believe him- so now, he's blue
he tried and tried
but it couldn't be done.
she wanted hundreds of stitches
but he could only do one.
he felt so awful
judging many times over three
so he hung himself
on a branch of the olive tree
the woman was mad
at the tailor
she called him lazy
called him as useless as a sailor
so in the end
nobody won
she didn't get her dress
and the tailor killed himself
because that task simply couldn't be done.
and now,
the olives that come from the tree
remind everyone of him-
and what couldn't be.
Dec 7, 2024
Dec 7, 2024 at 2:17 PM UTC
hahaha
bahaha
****
lol
whyyy
is what i say
but what i want to say
is this:
help me
i'm so alone
i just need a friend
i need help
please
no
everyone keeps leaving me
but i know
if i say any of that ****
you'll run away
just like they all did
Dec 6, 2024
Dec 6, 2024 at 9:23 PM UTC
eyes watch in the dark
paranoia; always there
heart stops with each glance
Dec 6, 2024
Dec 6, 2024 at 9:18 PM UTC
i just want to be
a normal human being
is that too much to ask?
why can't i just be
a normal human being
like everyone else
i sure wish i was
a normal human being
but i never will be
Dec 6, 2024
Dec 6, 2024 at 5:52 PM UTC