#divinetiming
On the telephone you found me at the right time
been thinking maybe that I might want you for keeps
and this time it doesn’t feel like mythology
No golden haze, no tragic ending in sight
No ghost of the girl, always the first to leave
Just the cadence of your voice, a low, steady hum
like the tide promising it’ll come back to me
I was glitter and exit wounds
A dazzling showgirl with mascara constellations
Spinning through the ache of almost
Love used to feel like costume jewelry
Pretty, but it never stayed gold
And then there was you
no audience, not a decibel of applause,
just a quiet room
and the sound of being admired
and the scarlett letter I once wore pinned to my heart
Became sizzling ashes
You made forever sound casual
Like a secret we both already knew
the lights dimmed, the script fell away
Credits have rolled
I didn’t need to perform to be seen
Maybe it’s fate
or maybe it’s just what happens
when you decide to quit looking
and all hope is lost
The curtain closes
But this time
It’s not a fable I’m spinning to survive,
not a love I’m chasing through fog
it’s real
And it shimmers on my skin like a million tiny opals
Each placed by you
And for the first time,
I don’t want to run when the curtain opens
Nov 1, 2025
Nov 1, 2025 at 2:14 AM UTC
I don’t wish to close my eyes
while you sleep.
I don’t wish for time to slip away
while you smile.
I wish to fall asleep by your side
if one day it rains.
I love your white essence,
and also your dark one.
I love when you give yourself in parts,
and also when you give yourself completely.
I love your tenderness,
and also your hardness.
A tiny body,
but a soul of greatness.
A dark past,
but a radiant present.
A deep toughness,
but an incomparable kindness.
A little shy,
but of immeasurable courage.
Mar 12, 2025
Mar 12, 2025 at 6:05 AM UTC
I see you in the quiet hours,
In dreams that speak of endless power.
A love unbound by time or place,
Written in stars, etched in grace.
We are meant to grow together,
Roots entwined, despite the weather.
Not torn apart by winds of doubt,
But nourished by the love we sprout.
This time apart has fanned the flame,
A fire that burns stronger, completely untamed.
Distance can’t dim what’s meant to be,
It only sharpens the pull of destiny.
I know the weight you carry inside,
The battles you face, the tears you hide.
Depression whispers lies in your ear,
Telling you love is something to fear.
You leave our connection, return to her;
Caught in a cycle of what feels safer.
But I know this is self-sabotage’s call,
Because what we have feels too strong, too raw.
The unknown is scary—I understand too,
For I’ve also feared what’s too good, too true.
Your choice to leave was meant to ignite
growth in us both; a guiding light.
We were meant to heal and grow apart,
So we could come back stronger in heart.
I see the work you’ve done to reflect,
To grow, to change, to self-correct.
Be proud of all the steps you’ve made,
For each one brings light to the path you’ve laid.
No one is perfect—I’ll never judge
Your thoughts, your choices, your hesitant nudge.
To me, you are perfect the way you are,
A soul aligned with mine; a guiding star.
All I want is to help you achieve
the fullest potential I know you’ll receive.
Divine timing whispers, "Wait, be still"
;
The universe aligns when we let go of will.
Each worry dissolves in the present’s embrace;
A sacred pause, a slower pace.
You are my mirror, reflecting truth;
A bond that deepens and uncovers youth.
Every moment apart, a lesson learned;
Every tear shed, a fire that burned.
I no longer beg the stars to align.
I trust the rhythm, the grand design.
Our paths converge when hearts are clear;
Love flows freely when freed from fear.
So I release the weight of the need to control.
I trust the universe to make us whole.
In divine timing, we will reunite;
Our souls forever drawn to the light.
For we are meant, I know it’s true;
To find each other, to start anew.
Hand in hand, through joy and strife;
Growing together, a soulmate life.
Jan 12, 2025
Jan 12, 2025 at 5:08 PM UTC