#divideandconquer
I’m in my forties now
and if I knock my knee it aches for days
even if I can’t say
precisely when and how I did it
Vexed I am left to neck ibuprofen
and recall what I took for granted
in the fat rosiness of my twenties
But I have my own front door
and a car
and keys for both
and when things go wrong I can fix them
or at least pay a guy called Steve
to pop round and do that for me
while I watch the news and tut
I have my own front door
behind which I can hide safe
with only the news to scare me,
I put a tire iron under my bed
to feel better
Late at night I look out the window
from time to time
to see the reassuring flash
of my car’s alarm indicator
and I wonder in the dark who else can see it
The news and my social media
say things are bad and getting worse
so I’m glad of my front door
I don’t go out too much anymore
anyway
not like the past
when knocks and bumps were shrugged off
and my guts could take a hit
and I was one of the people
making drunken noises in the night
but it was just a laugh, right?
Not like now.
These folk have no respect.
I lock the door as soon as I am in,
car or house
and check the news again.
I might call Steve and see if he can set me up
some CCTV.
Aug 10, 2020
Aug 10, 2020 at 10:25 AM UTC
Person Man Woman Camera TV
As much a testament
to current reality
as any babbled, 24 hour, rolling drivel
from partisan spokesfolk
who affix the yoke of profit
by making and driving the wedge
In the wide awake courtroom,
alone, maybe 3 A.M.
you can hear the truth,
have the human faculties,
can see the evidence,
even if the verdict hurts
It’s less painful than making eye contact
with a mirror image who allows
the lies
the loss
the inhumanity
just to heal a bruised ego
and still not sleep easy
Jul 24, 2020
Jul 24, 2020 at 10:51 AM UTC