#distrusting
I am a garden
oh, I feel sunlight
warmth in your smile
flowers are blooming.
what I cannot quite figure out,
sometimes,
am I the gardener
do I tend to myself?
or do I allow others
to plant seeds in me,
nourish me,
help me grow?
am I a community garden
to share with this world?
to trust my rosebushes
my sunflowers
and daffodils
to a world of genocide?
how can I?
I guess I’ll just choose
A white picket fence
open to only those
whose eyes crinkle
when they smile
sunshine
slipping through the cracks
open to those
whose words
so delicately plant
seeds of hope.
I’ll nourish them,
and tend to
this community garden.
Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 1:46 AM UTC
Singing.
Singing about love.
Singing about joy.
Singing about how happy life is.
What about how dark your life can be?
SInging about your feelings.
Being happy? No!
I want to sing to express my feelings.
I somewhat like to sing about joy but when you find out your friend is cheating on your other best friend. So after she dumps him and says she told us she can't be in a relationship because of her health. But goes and hooks up with my ex-boyfriend who I was still talking to.
Oct 26, 2020
Oct 26, 2020 at 12:36 PM UTC
are you really my friend?
i wonder every time someone,
comes close towards this heart.
it has forgotten,
how to trust,
how to unlearn that people don't care,
how to think that some aren't bad.
are you that one my friend?
do you really care for this silly human.
a no as an answer is well accepted here,
without any questions,
without any explanations.
you are free to walk away.
the deal being you never turn back.
Jun 12, 2019
Jun 12, 2019 at 10:54 AM UTC