#distanced
How I wish, Caro
That you'd not have incompletely left
Had showed your desire more than you let
Less empty reassurances
And sadistic impossibilities
We both knew it would never be,
But you didn't even try to fight
For the possibility of a present
Instead you cornered yourself
With thoughts no descent
The greater probability that a future is nonexistent.
It caused such a drift
And I couldn't even hold on
How might I; when friction won't stay any long
You didn't leave completely, Caro.
You never will.
You never stopped gripping my hand.
You didn't,
But somehow did still
When you corroded the forces binding us so much.
That now,
I can't be wrathed at the situations for prying
As even I,
Want me to stop Trying
Oct 1, 2024
Oct 1, 2024 at 9:18 PM UTC
So close, yet so far
I could see your leaves,
Swinging from afar
So close, yet so far
I can't take you out of my mind.
For I am just a simple tree,
Knowing you'll never look at me.
I could see your leaves,
But I could never touch them,
For the million hands I have
Our branches would forever remain apart.
Swinging from afar
Your sprightly crown moving in slow-motion;
You make me full of emotions,
For you are my one and only star
Swinging from afar,
I could see your leaves,
So close, yet so far.
Sep 28, 2024
Sep 28, 2024 at 6:21 AM UTC
You talk so lightly
Like fresh air in fog,
You were my vision
Through absolute blindness.
You were the world
That revolved around me,
You made me fill in gaps
That were missing inside.
You made me feel
Like nothing mattered,
When you had me,
If you'll have me.
But you made me crash
In the fog that I tried wandering,
You made the world crumble and fall
Beneath and above these walls.
You made me feel
Like nothing mattered,
But nothing did matter
Anymore when you left.
I'm still shaking and crawling
These walls that disappear
Around my feet and heart,
As I look below I see emptiness.
As I fall into a never ending drop
Of uncertainty I look back up
But hold my arms towards you
So you can catch me as I go.
But you only caught the fingertips,
Of my love.
Jun 5, 2017
Jun 5, 2017 at 7:48 AM UTC
Moon behind clouds,
dreams tarnished
fire extinguished
with raining eyes...#10w
May 31, 2017
May 31, 2017 at 10:29 AM UTC
All I loved, I loved alone
Going back I've lost my way home
From pain I rise to strengthen my bones
Yet all I loved, I loved alone.
Mar 10, 2017
Mar 10, 2017 at 8:22 AM UTC
How I miss that day we first met
I wrote some lines with those rhymes in set
Remember those songs, we song in duet
Phil and Rabiroo, that's our pet
Not gonna lose you, I won't let
A memory, I won't forget
Not gonna stopped by any threat
Starting from low class, a cadet
So much trials, full of sweat
Events, we can't interpret
Being razed by distanced, I won't fret
We'll be together soon, til' our last breath
Not a Romeo and Juliet, there's no death
I express my love here, in this sonnet.
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 6:01 AM UTC
As a passer-by I only watch
across a darkened room,
marvelling at your healing touch
that turns the searing sting
in my burning heart to one
that doesn’t burn as much.
Nov 25, 2014
Nov 25, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC