#disregarded
Oh~ how it hurts
To in-mind and absorb
My birthed place
No future I see's
A long years wait
It cuts and bleed me
Denied by unreasonable cause
How painful my present be
He waltz with pride
Dances in the eyes of many
Yet, the state is indebtedness
Into thy mother house
So, when our days uncertain
And our young generation is at stake
Let us swarmed ~ be bold together
For this noble cause & future sake.
Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 9:57 AM UTC
Grown enough for nicotine
Adult enough to be a feen
Yet too young for THC
Or to pour myself a drink?
Mature enough for a felony
The system to take life from me
Still youth is used against me
Seems it doesn’t matter what I think..
Jun 27, 2018
Jun 27, 2018 at 1:53 AM UTC
A pageant of recklessness
A disregarded package of regrets and resentments
Tired and penniless
Unrepairable, no time to do maintenance
Unguarded and anxious
A messenger absent of messages
An organic premise of a pesimess
Heart of ice and might be the coldest
A lot of truth is said in jest
Even if hard to digest
But how is it I'm still on karma's shiit list?
It's hit list might as well be a balled up fist
Split personality,
Both turn against me with the quickness
Okay life, I give in, you win,
You're better than me at this
I've seen enough, I'm done,
Don't force me to continue to be a witness
To this travesty you supplied me with to begin with
©2024
May 31, 2024
May 31, 2024 at 3:52 PM UTC
You choose your friends
Those people who torture you
Those who have destroyed you
The same people who have given you such strife
Over me
Time and time again.
I find myself wondering,
Do those who ruin you, still mean more to you?
You make your answers very clear.
I am unable to accept, but they are obvious.
The answer is yes.
You search for their approval,
With no regard for the people who truly care for you
You abandon us who love you.
For those who hurt you.
My heart cannot handle this.
What do I do with this information?
SD 3/19/18
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 6:24 PM UTC
Tough?
Is that what you choose to hear?
The word that has spread from ear to ear?
Just because blood flows, means that I can’t be a child no more?
What other misconceptions spread throughout the world just because someone poured poison in their ear?
Telephone isn’t only used from speaking ear to ear.
Telephone is someone’s truth,
then someone’s understanding
then someone’s spreading
then more believing
then synonyms turned antonyms
then turned to synonyms again of different origin
Finally a word created built from chains growing longer on their wrists.
Trauma?
Is that what you choose to ignore?
Changing the word spread from ear to ear?
Just because my blood flowed only indoors, means it can't be acknowledged anymore?
Mar 22
Mar 22, 2026 at 12:55 PM UTC