#dispensable
I was lost in the darkness,
Overwhelmed by sadness,
Life lost its meaning,
And became depressing;
I was a terrible fool,
To think the thoughts are cool,
That says only you,
Can make me whole and new,
But i found a way,
Grew stronger everyday,
The darkness is over,
I've found another lover.
Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 4:30 PM UTC
Why am I a joke to you?
No really, because my admiration seems to be undermined
and it’s not because you don’t care,
but that you’ve seen it before.
I’ve told you these feelings many a time
like a book you’ve re-read.
But the words have lost meaning,
my words are dissmissive.
And the whole story is good to you,
but now following the process
just seems completely pointless.
To you, I’m
dispensable.
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 11:34 AM UTC
I've never wasted so much time
feeling so dispensable
with him
I was your blood and bones
the grit in your teeth
sun in your eyes
do I ever cross your mind?
Are we still on the same wavelength?
Find me, feel me, release me
Let me know your still out there
in my atmosphere - somewhere -
forget the past
we've already wasted so much time
May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 9:39 AM UTC