#dispare
I am nobody,
I am nothing,
I hate me,
this is the truth.
I am the enemy,
my own worst enemy,
I am a victim;
I am a fool.
I am who I am,
a useless man,
I am weak,
I am fearful.
I am rejected,
I have accepted
that I am pathetic,
I am a tool.
Life is pointless,
so very pointless,
until the day I finally meet you.
Then I am able,
so very able
to open my heart and start anew.
I am humble,
I am willing,
I am ready,
to start rebuilding.
I am caring,
I am loving,
I am happy
to say 'I do'.
I am sharing,
my heart mending,
I love me because I love you.
Time passes,
we are fighting,
you get upset and say 'we're through'.
I am checking,
I am questioning,
I am worried,
I can take no more.
You lied to me,
you used me,
I am banging on the bedroom door.
You broke me,
you hurt me,
I break it down and enter with force.
You are screaming,
you are running,
I am about to settle the score.
I am pulling,
I am yanking
on the chainsaw starter cord.
You are crying,
you are begging,
then the engine begins to roar.
I look down and remind you
I am an artist to the very core.
I am sculpting,
I am painting
I am writing,
a metaphor.
Apr 24, 2013
Apr 24, 2013 at 3:58 AM UTC
She was divided ÷ by the times × her new addition + was taken away -
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 8:37 AM UTC
Take me,
wherever you go,
take my soul
Have me,
whenever you want,
have me all
I’m here for you and I’m there with you
Send me your cloud and let it rain over me
Let your grace embraces my wounded heart
The cut is so deep
Your mercy is in need
Take me,
have me,
or forever...
put me to sleep
Abdullah Ayyash
June 19th, 2013
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 11:40 AM UTC
Living
this Way Is
No way to Live
Avoiding all Contact
Eyes, Body and Space
Walking Carefully
So as not to Irritate
Careful of what I Say
Always
Always
On Guard
Because Whatever
Comes out
Of My Mouth
Might be the Piece
The Fault the Reason
That it
All Falls Down.
Copyright © 2014 Christi Michaels.
All Rights Reserved
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 1:45 PM UTC
One day she asked "How come we always choose poison over water?"
"The kind that takes our lives without a second thought"
"The kind of poison that will be the death of us"
And then he said " Because it's sweeter."
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 10:16 PM UTC