#disheveled
This is the second day of discourse
And I'm still feeling worn
My heart is torn, crying tears
That mirror melting paintings
And feet withering away
On paths they tread on
My eyes are closing
Only to dream of nightmares
And these words unspoken
Are all but ideas now
That have left their
Stations of innovation
Further to fade in my mind
And further to drift apart
From my creation.
Jul 28, 2019
Jul 28, 2019 at 12:40 PM UTC
We all hide behind the glass cages of our mind
Through the transparent jail we keep the order
I long to shatter the glass with a perilous thought
Yet none so far have been quite strong enough
So I continue to hide deep inside
These parts of me where no one can find
I'm not so shy, you'd see
In the deepness of my mind
I'm not so great, so organized
My thoughts would show that I am disheveled, in utter disarray
There is chaos here within my brain
You'd never know as I conceal the calamity on the surface
All these things going on inside
I hide within a pre-payed smile
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 1:05 AM UTC
too strong she was.
sitting
dizzily on the edge.
Do not disturb the disheveled lady,
made cynical, tottering on the ledge.
"I can't manage tonight."
said poor miss polite and reasonable.
Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 11:37 AM UTC
This ragamuffin schleps with leaden gait
weighted down like Atlas of yore
like that Greek titan upon massive shoulders
the worldly wide web he wore
if a corporeal being incarnate,
would be friended on social networks fig ure
especially mythological creations exiled,
reviled and sent to river elba shore
the lowest watermark of Napoleon,
and one exemplifying the je nais say quor
my life and hard times as if concocted
from mind of Charles Dickens or
another deft writer with an abysmally dim,
groveling vagabond less o more
who experienced rejection
at every turn muttering to join canine korps
wonder why in this tar nation,
he got saddled with prestigious title of warrior
truth be told suffered psychological
stress disorders at veep fog hatted
Alberts’ epistemological environmental
global germinal garrulousness galore,
whose hoped friendship glued, clinched,
billed as storied AA Milne’s eyore
whose jarring inscrutably heavy
glum footsteps exerted downtrodden chore
impressing mental state with angst,
whence Hades and river Styx did allure!
Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 9:00 PM UTC
With every breath my heart hurts
i'm the queen of disappointment.
people build me to bring me down
only to be disappointed again.
I let people into my heart,
one that feels love for another.
When they walk away the hurt is numb
and i'm left cold and empty in pain.
they say its not you its me,
that's always what they say.
paranoia builds more each lie,
but what's wrong with me anyway?
Nobody stays to tell me.
Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 9:27 PM UTC
Pennilessness shadows black
unemployment endless track
rails tie-er less lee when dumbly staring
overdrawn account issues
another clattering smack.
Income pleat undergraduate degree
contributed to the role of a sporadic employee
time to acquire handy dandy blues clues key
lost within vacillating undermining spree.
Mental state can be a precarious widget-like thing
directly at the whim of financial sliding swing
self-destruction demonic ring
courtesy of pauperism
delivers the destructive poisoned scorpion sting.
Immortal force of please hear my cry
provide support while
under the sheltering sky
steady (just out of reach)
sought income bolster up high
mirage vision brings transient delight
to this great (former
Civil War Yankee) supreme guy.
If no breakthrough I do not foresee
charity not for profit (but only prophet) I will bee
and this blurb carved outside my cave-like hovel
many moons and break of the day find me
imploring existential vagaries this baby boomer
sans middle-aged man who hankers to be free
thus though aye to be a schnorrer
who scrounges parking lots for scattered change
yet...decries blubbering the beggar's credo
write out a check and mail to me.
Philanthropic persons
may rightfully balk and get irate
at such brazen plea to squelch
ma pecuniary financial state
yet where the crossroads of mine future
most likely crop up which
would cause far a tete a tete
meanwhile, stoicism bids me wait...
For Godot, Curly, Shemp, or Moe
the stand-in for a Stool Pigeon
or even an odd antagonist
or protagonist dreamt
by Edgar Allan Poe.
Jan 20, 2018
Jan 20, 2018 at 3:48 PM UTC