#discourage
People will try to belittle
You
Not because
There is something wrong
With you
But because they don't know
How else to feel better
Oct 31, 2020
Oct 31, 2020 at 9:35 PM UTC
We've all been wrecked by deep regret
and loathed by sheer despair
Have swindled by the hands of shame
with no means of repair
We've hit the ground for far too long
and kissed it while were so
Now we've no right to prove ourselves
we're stronger than we know
Mar 27, 2019
Mar 27, 2019 at 3:27 AM UTC
Running around lies and pleasure,
Stirs within her and each day she finds she loses a part of her
with every passing fib she is lying to love and not loving to lie.
Each night she lay her head down with tears streaming warmly down
her rosy cheeks with much despair in feeling like such fraudulent character on daily schedule.See's many sights of fun things to do and places to go also so many people she has come to know but in falseness the popularity holds no pride and no place for someone of her kind to stay or hide.
Running around with much that she does take pleasure so the addiction to continue wins over and over; She is drowning with liquor each discouraging drink screams at her and shouts to her one at a time soon there she is repeatedly time after time her tears are that of plenty she is in too deep with much to lose that lost little girl might as well be you!! or boy?! Because nearly each of us takes a moment in time to lie and deceive so this is the consequential punishment from God holiest thine she had received.
He gave his blood so we can live while he was to sacrifice! Why does it have to be us mortals here were designed to sin on a journey of continuous battle of good verses evil and tainted pride to dis own our exact same human race?!? Lets step forward and time erased so we can go back to those leave it to ****** days.
So we are built to lie cheat and everything in between
Made with Emotions we lose it here and there;
What you need to remember is he is always just there!
Awaiting to hear from your heart if you mean it with Truth he is Legit
he is there just waiting to hear you speak in a raw way.
Being forgiven for what you have done does not come easy! So just like those streams of tears the rivers do still flow and you are worthy of being loved so as of now it is time to Let it Go!
Be the one you know you can be what ever that can mean for you,
Leave feeling refreshed and undefined by life traumas and events be the Truest one you have always been meant to be follow pure happiness in honest form be the prevention of your own personal storm. Some really are reborn. So take the time to dig and see find it out what is within thee. Be you & Be True think about the things you choose.
Mar 27, 2017
Mar 27, 2017 at 7:03 PM UTC
You’re the reason why I wake up - immediately look at my phone every morning,
And the reason why I don’t get up
You’re also the reason why I stay up late all night wondering if you ever think about me,
the same way that I do about you every single night.
You’re the reason why I randomly laugh at random places - shockingly look at people because they’re wondering why I’m laughing and possibly expect that I’m crazy,
And the reason why I secretly cry from all the distressing words you say.
You’re the reason why I write,
And the reason why I don’t.
You’re the reason why I believe in myself that i can do good at everything and,
also the reason why I discourage myself.
You’re the reason why I’m happy,
but also the reason why I’m sad.
You’re the reason why I sing in the shower feeling like I’m in my own concert,
and also the reason why I drown myself in the water.
You’re the reason why I’m strong and,
also the reason why I can’t carry on.
You’re the reason why I’m allergic to cliché, all the lovey dovey type of love, and all the stupid fantasies.
You’re the reason why I play and,
the reason why I frozenly stare at the keys.
You’re the reason why I pass a day with a smile clipping butterflies in my stomach and,
also the reason why I scream at the top of my lungs, wanting the whole world to hear it.
You’re the reason why my heart isn’t longingly staying from its natural beat and,
also the reason why I can’t breathe.
You’re the reason why I’m in my right mind,
but also the reason why I’m demented, unstable and confused.
You’re the reason why I feel like I’m home - somehow fine and,
also the reason why I feel lost at most time.
You’re the reason why I stare at white walls and making unbelievable scenes in my head,
and also the reason why I keep myself busy to keep you off my mind.
You’re the reason why I think I make the right decisions,
but also the reason why I’m drowning from all the mistakes that I’ve done and you, pouring it into me.
You’re the reason why I take medicines to keep myself healthy and also,
the reason why I run away and fill tons of alcohol in my kidney.
You’re the reason why I’m understanding and patient.
You’re the reason why I’m still walking on my own feet and,
also the reason why I’m falling apart nearly on my knees.
You’re the reason why I stay,
and also the reason why I want to leave.
You’re the reason why I want you.
Yes, I do, blame you.
Because look what I have become,
I’m such a fool for you.
But darling, I really do,
want you.
You’re the reason I crave
and the reason why I cave.
You’re the reason why I have these walls and
the reason why it’ll slowly fall.
You’re the reason why I’m writing this long piece of crap with whole bunch of ‘you’re’s and ‘why’s.
I wonder…
Have I ever been your 'reason why’s?
Jun 14, 2015
Jun 14, 2015 at 1:07 PM UTC
My mind isn't big enough for an escape
My mind, I am trapped in a disadvantage
Usually my mind is as big as the universe
But my mind, is discourage
My mind, my mind, holding on to courage
Making my way to uncover
Another path of undiscovered
Nov 11, 2014
Nov 11, 2014 at 3:13 PM UTC
Sitting in the dark on my own
A fly keeps on bugging me for light
I kindly tell it goodnight and I hear these voices above me
I ignore them
Who am I right now while the world goes fast asleep?
Reverberating voices come from all places
I shouldn’t think too much
The voices, the dark, and I think of the ocean passing my mind by
Take a drink of the potion and I suddenly am in motion
Sitting quietly without disturbance
Your body charging softly on your bed
Making a fool out of me on our lord’s day
You gave my expectations a weary move to a reality
Making me fall into a box, making me struggle, eternal sigh
Don’t trust them they’ll put a scam on your self-esteem
What could I do without my mind if I didn’t behave the way I am
Tearing me out hair from reality
She asked me if I’m alive, if I’m alright , If I’m alert
Changing and forming to the static
She makes the most loudest hums upon the only light on the street
And I guess I’m slipping away from fantasy
Jun 30, 2014
Jun 30, 2014 at 1:13 PM UTC
A child.
Mocked,
Bullied,
Beaten,
He cries,
They don't listen, just abuse.
A child.
Words that wont come out.
Like a silent scream for help,
Forgiveness.
Courage.
He steps through the broken gates,
Defeats his lost hopes,
Regains the courage
But yet he is still lost.
The soul of a thousand lies.
Weeps, weeps...
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 10:07 AM UTC