#disabilities
Disabilities.
They come in many a form,
ranging from wheelchairs
hospital beds,
to comprehension
mind damaged more than the body.
In both these categories I lay.
I am heard
but not listened to.
Will you truly understand
the struggles I bear?
from the ripe age of eight
perhaps younger
my empties left scrambled
surgery after surgery
medication packets, scattered
another failed treatment.
From the ripe age of eight,
wishing I was normal.
Another day off school
Another needle
Another seizure
Another broken promise.
At the drained age of fourteen,
rotting in a bedroom
laced with monitors
wishing to be normal.
Wishing I didn't have seizures
wishing I wasn't underweight
wishing this stoma never existed
Wishing I could enjoy life
like my peers
and be normal.
Mar 1
Mar 1, 2026 at 6:16 AM UTC
does my "less than" title
make you better
than me?
Feb 27, 2020
Feb 27, 2020 at 10:36 AM UTC
Nothing about us without us,
Always about us, you're without us.
Including the moments in history, that deserve our religious screams, our outrage and defiance,
The human rights that slip your systemic mind from time to time, because it comes with a billboard that has a painted letter of a capital D.
We own the crippled and crumpled pages,
Your oppression is our spark of history,
Flattering the pages and creating a novel,
a permenant marker of our precence.
Will you pick it up and understand?
We made our place in the palm of your hand,
This is about us, and without us you wont stand.
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 4:43 PM UTC
Dear Brother,
I was struggling.
Anxiety attacks and utter insecurity,
The pit in my stomach was a permanent crater
But I saw you
At recess, standing on the blacktop alone
And I forgot about myself
They told you you couldn’t play football with them.
Your limp was horrible, you didn’t understand the rules exactly
Boys running up to tap me on the arm
Yelling “Get him away from me”
“Tell him to leave me alone”
How am I supposed to tell my brother no one wants to be his friend
No one wants to talk to you Ryan because they can’t understand what you’re saying
They don’t even want to try.
Everyday the school called home, he’s hopeless
Detentions for yelling at the teacher,
The one who didn’t bother to notice he was trying
And he did try too, so hard
So hard he came home calling himself stupid
Because that is all he summed up to at the glories of public highschool
Mom cried, and Dad tried to give her hope
That someday people would treat you right
And I prayed that I wouldn’t keep hearing kids mutter your name in the hallways
Completely unknowing that you were my brother
And all the times your frustration built,
Holes in the wall and broken door frames
I never ever blamed you.
Now we stand side by side at graduation
And I want you to know,
I couldn’t be more proud of us.
Dear brother,
You will always be one of the best things that ever happened to me
Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 11:28 AM UTC
It's become a routine
Letting guys use me
I settle for below my league
Or so my friends tell me
From mental disabilities
To family issues
They still get me on my knees
I don't want to be the lock
I want to be the keys
Choosing which door I fit
Not letting them unlock me
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 12:03 AM UTC
Don’t see only our disabilit-ease,
Don’t deny us basic facilit-ease,
Don’t ignore our many abilit-ease,
Don’t compound our varied difficult-ease,
Deal head-on with the harsh realit-ease.
You never know what life has in store,
You may fall one day and rise no more,
You may join our ranks, afraid, unsure,
You may write words to plead; implore.
We are not an alien race,
We have a voice, we have a face,
We have our part to play; a place.
Let us join life’s lively dance,
Let us have an equal chance.
Pl-ease.
Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 2:47 PM UTC
why does people make
fun of people with
disabilities because
they feel week about themselves
Disabilities
Disabilities
Disabilities
Why does people make
fun of people who have
disabilities because they
feel week about themselves
and want too make other
feel week so they can feel
better about themselves but
they feel worse about themselves
because no one is perfect
because God created people
with disabilities to show
other that you do not have to
be perfect because the way
you are is perfect to God
because everyone get mad
and sad we all are human ever
you black or have a disabilities
you are still a human because u
get mad and sad like everyone else
does because because
God see beautiful in everyone
© Amanda Kay Hill
11/28/14
Jan 10, 2017
Jan 10, 2017 at 2:01 AM UTC
Do we remember John?
He was what we'd call a Simpleton,
Back when we were young.
He stood in his brown cloth coat,
Carried a notepad and a pen,
We suspected he had half a tongue,
Making notes on roadside lawns,
Near every manhole.
John was busy inside his head,
We never got a word he said.
Who was John before John was dead?
Did you know Stanley?
We didn't see him much.
He'd appear in the hood on holidays.
Probably went to New Hope School,
Where he was kept.
Stanley swore a lot,
He threw snot, drooled and spit at us.
We poked fun, and provoked,
Felt blameless,
For Stanley's condition was kept from us.
Segregated,
And not because of colour.
Nov 21, 2016
Nov 21, 2016 at 9:34 AM UTC
The face and body of a million others
because of the 21st chromosome.
The movements and quirks of a million others
because of a little spectrum.
The testers and medication of a million others
because of a tiny chemical.
Down syndrome. Autism. Diabetes.
The most loving person I know.
Dec 6, 2015
Dec 6, 2015 at 5:14 PM UTC
I oftentimes realize my inability
To speak outright about my personality
I oftentimes don't know where to start
Which leads to a brain ****
Of catastrophic proportions
And unable to contort my words into sentences
I simply give up, the subject unfinished
Because of this tragic disability in my speech
I feel that my way of expression is weak
And the many things I want to say
About anything in general comes back to stay
In my mind, in my brain, in my train of thought
And entails to derail from the tracks
The entrails staining the grass
But when I get behind a keyboard
My ideas become fluently versed
Almost rehearsed
And I search for a chat
That'll cover a vat
Of subjects at the bat
The words flow from my brain
Through my veins
To my heart
To my arms
And out of my fingers and onto the screen
Where, for once, I can clearly read
What I wanted to say
And smile with glee
As I finally make
My testimony
Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 5:46 PM UTC