just a little bit more, i said
looking at myself in health
but wonder now is it wealth
if the utter dregs 
living now, too, never dead
living with no overhead
1:1 butter bread, just a little more
then i can ******* afford 
that little bit more affordable
life extension business
which is it then, idiot,
social suicide or death by
getting left behind?
survival of the fittest? ****
then, i'm unfit as **** cheap,
fit to **** fit to ****** ****** fist
visions or is it not a dream?
deep as deep in the joke gets