#difficulty
My dearest friend in stone
hardened loan of assumption
Creating safety
While boarding all
And in desperate
We are sworn
To answer for the nail so soft
The contrite response
A structure taken
Misused and demolished
As though derailed
All manners of sculpture
Left for exposure
Feb 12
Feb 12, 2026 at 6:48 PM UTC
mire is mire,
and has ever lain as mire.
yet what hand dares to sink,
and rive this woeful gyre?
what was ad before the mire?
did hands ever lure the quire,
or whorl within the abyme skein,
that scends beneath, and plaits the lyre?
Sep 30, 2025
Sep 30, 2025 at 10:06 AM UTC
If you ever wish to know who you are,
Look at your company.
See what you will do
When your life falls and you are in agony.
Take a stroll, a place or two
See how your body will hold
The way you act and talk;
Show your disciplined mold.
You don't need to look for progress
Your result will show it.
Your comprehension of hard times,
Tell the mindset you've built.
You thoughts and ideas
Embrace the way you talk,
How you treat others,
Or even the way you walk
And in no time should you need,
An appraiser or critic.
All you need is a mirror and mind,
And an idea to stick.
Jun 9, 2025
Jun 9, 2025 at 10:30 AM UTC
the fear
that binds the wall
that hides the truth
is non logical
but rational
divides the self
and keeps me aloof
must be named
but not shamed
to make me whole
it serves a use
that has no use
fear is the function
of the wound
the causation of confusion
and its taken root
Mar 17, 2025
Mar 17, 2025 at 10:51 AM UTC
i had
a slice of normality
the other day
and
it was
******* delicious
Mar 9, 2025
Mar 9, 2025 at 8:44 AM UTC
please
dont feed me
to the vultures
im already
skin and bone
Mar 9, 2025
Mar 9, 2025 at 8:43 AM UTC
You would say something about the push and pull of every day. And we would plop down with ideas. Think of this and think of that.
Throwing words like imagine and wouldn't it be amazing out into the open. You would even make plans, with patterns and colours for something to go on your wall, your own wall, whenever you'd have a wall. How many of those open docs do you have on your computer, with half-finished chapters and riveting denouements? I know it's hard to believe the people we once used to be. And sometimes fistfuls of carpet can feel like your only way to grip onto the world. Sometimes it feels easier to tear yourself limb from limb than look for your voice. It feels easier to sink into your bed, asleep or searching for sleep than to walk the miles ahead. Waking up every morning, de-shelling yourself, and stepping outside of who you are and used to be can make your bones ache deeply. There isn't much to say about the push and pull of everyday, except that there is a wall, your wall, and it's blank.
Mar 7, 2025
Mar 7, 2025 at 12:56 AM UTC
give me something real
a hand to hold
so i can feel
not just a flailing soul
lost
in lifes bitter gale
torn and tethered
hands of steel
give me something real
a hand to hold
so i can feel
Mar 3, 2025
Mar 3, 2025 at 9:16 AM UTC
this nauseating numbness
eats away
day after day
endless
relentless
repressive
scream
and still
the water drips
tipping me
from restless
ripping me
towards a man
whos broken and helpless
it wears me down
screaming
hoarse and breathless
it dont change
day after day
grab it
but i cant catch it
its my life
and its passing me by
Feb 25, 2025
Feb 25, 2025 at 7:40 AM UTC
this rubiks cube
is spinning & dancing
and im always ******* grasping
empty hands
clasp again
im tired of this grey noose
house of straw
built once more
or will it take root
share your words
share your thoughts
help me navigate
Feb 28, 2025
Feb 28, 2025 at 1:07 PM UTC
Internally, she crumbles.
She doesn't know where she's
been the past few months.
Living in a bad nightmare.
Depersonalization.
Derealization.
As the robot mask of herself
pulls her along.
Drags her through it.
As her personality fades,
Sense of self depletes.
Others question why,
or why she couldn't have prevented this.
"You should have known better" -
A phrase that feels like a dagger
piercing her heart.
Blame
Shame
Fault.
She's a bird with a broken wing.
Mere months ago, this wasn't the case.
She was a bird soaring high.
Felt helpful, useful, proud.
Ecstatic to be using her knowledge
for good and supporting and
advocating for those she cared about most.
Using her intelligence and learning.
How dare you shame her
blame her.
She has more guts and strength
than you'll ever know.
She conquered darkness,
a feat few can say.
She built a life worth living,
and now that's slipping away.
So call her flakey
Call her stupid
Judge her all you want.
But she knows she is powerful
courageous
brave
insightful
reflective
A force to be reckoned with
A phoenix rising from the ashes.
She'll shut other voices out
Listen to herself
Come to terms with her self doubt
and forge forward reclaiming her Self
Jan 24, 2025
Jan 24, 2025 at 6:15 PM UTC
I don't want you have no difficulty,
With the things you're still in motion for.
Likewise those you have emotion for,
Physical love. Those who came before,
Those you still adore, and new flames
You think offer more.
Jul 28, 2023
Jul 28, 2023 at 12:15 PM UTC
I'd much rather Critique
as I rein king when I put on that hat
As he lain before me is subject to my snarling
Picking his hair from my giblets and jams.
For to create
creates your own undoing
To look before oneself
and watch
as aristocrats
pluck pimples from your own potatoes.
Mar 3, 2023
Mar 3, 2023 at 12:29 PM UTC
Court of owls
New ink, new shoes
Clocks on, I'm about to run it
Fast as my pain's Timeframe, bout to gun it
I hope you feel something better my man,
***I'm feeling something
I'm feeling something better than planned***
Tuck in the winter, dam i fall into action
springing past Morty and summer
While I'm watching TV slumber
shaking off chains of reactions
is it a new start
call it innov8ing
or maybe to our past
Definistrating
memories, atoms alternating
like the world sputters aspirating
Spit split straight portals compensating
I'm drunk on Dark matter ever oscillating
the wind turned to me
just so it could turn on me
Judgment for eternity
Experience is the same
it howled with certainty
MY Experience denied 3x
so now you hear me?
from this judgment
I'm always ripping free
I don't generate art
so you can whip at me
I might penetrate stars
The universe is an artist
so Why does it ****** us
Aint the universe ever even heard of us?
I'm the passenger and still woozy the sickness
feeling the pressure but I gotta be a witness
compassionate, no judgment
we all have our reasons
~Got a spot that I keep w33d in
Hidden with the green stem bleedin
we may have different heavens
but we come from the same soil
When others decide our emotions
Got so many reasons for defense,
reach out and tipped it for the deflect
emotions reflect the deficit of me breathe
I just shake my head
so heavy, I need rest
Court of owls
Port of vowels
I am Born of miles
So I adult when you consult the Occult
knowings the lotion but still decomposin
all this is music I just need to recompose it
Saved another life Now the reaper owes it
I think I've got amnesia,
Waking up to
Sir you had a seizure
Eyes always look like
Man...I wouldn't wanna be ya
Empathy
is another form of slavery we sign up for
We live and we learn
Boomerang on the mic
I go and return
But its not just about living well
its about knowing the root of life
its Taking the threads in your hands
to rack the rains and crack the chains
Caught in the dream, my ego forgets
Sleep is such a shy death
***Court of owls
Port of vowels
I am Born of miles
in the Korn of howls***
May 4, 2022
May 4, 2022 at 12:33 AM UTC
oh, how i wish i could be those girls in miniskirts
those girls who make 360 turns
in their Range Rovers
those girls who have boyfriends in perms
those girls who never recycle
those girls who party all night and never see real struggles
those girls who find opportunities on their rich stepdad’s floor
those girls who walk lightly cause they’re attainable
but those girls die early due to their depression
they overdose on medication cause the media’s attention is too
unconventional
they scream into their pillows at night and
cut their tongues to make an effort to be silent
they kick and punch, but the world has no sympathy
they get discarded and left for the next best thing
and so
maybe i don’t wanna be those girls
i wanna stick to my world
where normal isn’t boring, it is a staple
and in a world where the only thing the future holds
is the future
not sick and twisted girls in miniskirts
Apr 18, 2022
Apr 18, 2022 at 11:49 AM UTC
the dog
resting peacefully
in his crate
is content
with being
shut in;
essentially
trapped
only permitted freedom
at the behest
of another
there was not always
such serenity
behind these bars;
there was howling
gnashing
whining
caged like that
could not have been
further
from finding comfort
there were rewards
on occasions
though it was unclear
just why
these were offered
and when
the next might appear
with time
it became easier
to simply accept
the limitation
and wait
unenthusiastically
for the next
moment of joy
to come around
however long
that
might
be
Jan 27, 2022
Jan 27, 2022 at 10:10 AM UTC
You sit on your porch swing, miles away
Making shapes out of streetlights
Dancing in the dark
Looking for remnants of a red sun
Chasing after silver moonlight
A pen in your hand
Poetry on your tongue
But the wind catches sight of you,
Carrying the words away
And everything remains unspoken
Jul 22, 2021
Jul 22, 2021 at 12:55 PM UTC
BE TEMPTED
When you
find your
morale up
and down
like a roller
coaster, it's
because you
lack
confidence in
yourself.
Never lose
focus, adhere
to
concentration,
subscribe to
pay
attention. Only
gut could lead
the way, be
dared to do
somewhat
that seem
most difficult.
Be tempted
by your
greatest goal
make it
fall for you.
#c9_fm
Dec 27, 2020
Dec 27, 2020 at 5:25 PM UTC
OPPORTUNITY
"opportunity isn't far but it usually
hides in difficult circumstances and
it takes optimism to figure out."
#c9_fm
Nov 29, 2020
Nov 29, 2020 at 3:56 PM UTC
#
*Your soul's movement
is everything..
my sin; when made manifest,
a particulate--
(when breathed in,
there is a certain freedom within it)
Within view of the altar stone
all hidden knives, become fully known
(and, alas, my love--
there's no ram in the thicket)
Beautiful, within the endeavor
though still vastly distant--
(what a fool I make of myself
trying to make this thing, rhyme
by having the audacity
to use the word, Covenant.)
Maybe, I--
your long-lost, supplicant
has been nothing more
than a deeply-embedded, replicant.
(or something)..*
#
Nov 5, 2020
Nov 5, 2020 at 9:49 PM UTC
Your heart rests in the palm of your father's sacrifice.
Your breath rests in the nostalgic wind that passes by him
When he remembers his past and reflects on your future.
Your colours run down the lines of your mother's smile,
Whenever she raises her hands to the sky,
Praying for you and a little more time,
Because she left her beating heart back home,
To become foreign and unknown only so you could grow.
Their complexions are painted with fatigue,
Because when you're sound asleep,
they run toward bordered walls,
so that when you wake up in the morning,
There will be open doors at your feet.
When a nostalgic wind passes by them,
They'll tell you stories of their childhood,
And they'll leave each word,
With a taste of reminiscence,
A hint of stolen years reflected in the teardrops,
That rest in the corner of their eyes,
And yet when they look towards you,
In seconds your reflection overshadows everything they once used to dream.
All for you...
Jul 22, 2020
Jul 22, 2020 at 2:34 PM UTC
Pain causes friction within
It pierces the souls of men
Gladdens the hearts of sadists
Impoverishes the minds of the feeble
Who feels pains?
Tears symbolises modern humanity
Contradicts happiness and sadness
A bitter sweet flavour of the eyes
Pure like raindrops.
Who likes tears?
Difficulties weaken the strong
As she walks majestically to glory
After several trials of error.
Ladder of failures epitomises difficulties
Who loves difficulties?
Scar sets the tone of recollection
The clothes of men gives it a royal apparel
When the eyes of the beholder recounts the ordeals of the scars
Who adnires scars?
© June 2020
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 6:11 PM UTC