#devastating
someone told me
that loving you
is the biggest sin
i could ever commit in my life.
if thats the case
then i’d rather
stay a sinner my whole life;
i’d rather be punished
with eternal suffering
because the thought
of dying without you by my side
is already
so much worse
than spending eternity in flames.
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 9:18 AM UTC
I stare at the ceiling
Wanting to crawl
In my sleep I am saying
I’m mentally numb
The purpose is there
But others don’t care
So I sit here waiting
For you to call
6 hours
To
9
If it doesn’t ring soon
Then this is my time
Soon to be, an empty room
I look around, hoping for one last dance
But as time passes, so does my chance
The world will soon change, as my brains on display
For another lonely man, on another lonely day
Oct 26, 2025
Oct 26, 2025 at 12:49 PM UTC
I've been watching you
Holding hands with her
The way I felt
I could never describe in words
Yet, I still hid from you
I looked devastated
And I still do
Wonder
What did she do
To get to hold hands with you.
Nov 20, 2024
Nov 20, 2024 at 12:15 AM UTC
Endless field of tulips,
Many out of my reach.
The one that withered was more than 30 kilometres away,
Yet the sadness of the farmers I do not know was felt in such a way.
It was a beautiful day,
Tulips sparkled in the sun rays.
Yet it felt like it was pouring,
And the silence was roaring.
It wasn't my tulip to know,
But when it withered I felt the cold.
It's a perfect day with no snow,
but the day has lost its glow.
A withered tulip in a distance,
And I felt its fleeting existence.
Sep 5, 2020
Sep 5, 2020 at 3:36 AM UTC
Sunrise, we boarded the train
Weather was misty, with little rain
All were happy, all were cheerful
Hoping the ride would be peaceful
At noon, when sun kissed our skins
Came a knock from a folk, tall and thin
The lofty figure, all dressed in green
Entered hastily, with a big scream
"There is fire on the train behind"
That cheat cleverly played our minds
Then a fish market was all you saw
A horrible scene, impossible to draw
After all the tempest, and the storms
Bad and glad tidings formed
"There's no fire" the news spread
Misinformation our minds fed
Nothing but a lie told
While he stole all our gold
And the journey ended sad
Horrible, devastating and bad
Soon the angels whispered my mind
Make sure first, don't be blind
Apr 1, 2020
Apr 1, 2020 at 9:55 AM UTC
The city sleeps in the dead of night.
The stars reveal a falling light.
The angels are sleeping at the top of the hill.
If the flash doesn't wake them then the sound
Surely will.
We rose from our beds with sleep in our eyes
And clouds overhead now blanket the skies.
The buildings and monuments are crashing to the ground
Ashes to ashes
We all fall down.
There's a nuclear reaction
to the judgement day display.
And the screaming sound ascending
to the tune of "Bomb's Away!"
Hand in hand, we'll burn alive
Like the way we feel inside.
You hold me close
and close your eyes
'Til particles of you and I collide.
We collide singing, "Bomb's Away."
Souls set free as fates are bound.
Lives once lost, in love, now found.
The city turns to ashes with these passions now full blown.
Come together, for the first time
It's the last time
That we'll ever be alone.
There's a nuclear reaction
to the judgement day display.
And the screaming sound ascending
to the tune of "Bomb's Away!"
Hand in hand, we'll burn alive
Like the way we feel inside.
You hold me close
and close your eyes
'Til particles of you and I collide.
We collide, singing:
"Bomb's Away."
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 1:24 PM UTC
music festivals are supposed to be fun
they are supposed to be a music filled event
but instead
a horrible terrifying event
gun shots fired every second
people running for their lives
blood everywhere
screams can be heard
from miles away
this was supposed to
be about the music
praying for you Las Vegas
my heart is with you at this time
Oct 2, 2017
Oct 2, 2017 at 1:34 PM UTC
One day I saw you
pale skin, brown hair and everything's gold
brown eyes and blue sky matched well.
'Who is he?' I asked my self, bravely took a step forward to make sure you were a human being.
You were, indeed, a human being.
All the girls acted dumb and you were like a cactus erected deep to the really wet ground. Steady, dangerous but dying.
All the boys looking like you, jealous.
They were the plants grew on dry ground.
They need water for living.
and all the dumb girls
they wouldn't leave until the death of the steady cactus
money was all you have
and everything else i didn't really need
Kept watching your deathbed
I thought it'll be entertaining
Thinking you were like the others
dumb, and dumb, and dumb.
Oh no! I felt something on my cheeks
Wet and salt I taste and wet
Tears? Was it tears?
The lightning strucked to the center of my heart,
I didn't enjoy this.
Your deathbed was my deathbed
I was in terrible pain
But why?
And did you know?
The reason off the pain that i felt?
It's because
I fell in love with a dying cactus
Dying
Cactus.
Jan 4, 2017
Jan 4, 2017 at 1:04 PM UTC
When all that you need
is the company of ones soul,
and you cannot bear the sound
of your mothers yelling,
your devastating thoughts,
or the laughter,
know that I will be waiting.
If the world is deep in slumber,
I will remain by your side beneath the stars
until you find your way to reach them.
If the world is not yet still,
I will remain until the last light
flickers away, until you find comfort
in yourself.
Whether you are beneath or above
the constellations of the sky,
know that I will be waiting
until someday when you,
are amongst the brightest.
Until all of your dreams,
are finally true.
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 2:52 AM UTC