#devalued
It hurts so bad
It's torture
I am flooded and sad
My being is nothing but horror
I cover my ears and
muffle the voices
So I can escape
I cannot run
I can still hear them
their words
blaring in my ears
suffocating me,
killing me
softly
Their voices
seep into my
ears...
Maybe I really am
nothing.
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 5:24 PM UTC
My life's a steep regression
As a plummet to depression
No longer one, but a multitude -
Little pieces of devalued
Shattered, skewed and tiny
Pieces of what was once shiny
That has now faded - dark
It's time to go embark
The ship of life at sea
Where the waves can go have me
And I can spiral down
Maybe slowly drown
In the heavy weight of mind
Of people who were once kind
Yet backstabbed me to hell
Wounds heal? Time will tell
I want to end the hate
But realise that fate
Has something else in store
As I walk out by the door
En route, I walk and fall
And I break, get up and crawl
To what should be my end
But once I took the bend
All hell broke lose together
Could I really, truly sever
The link I have to life
To rid myself of strife?
It all look, now, so real
Yet, strangely I could feel
A warm, sticky sensation
My life's final cessation
And I see my end is near
I freeze in pain and fear
Of what I would now miss
As I sink into abyss
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 3:42 PM UTC