#destory
If our lives were captured in paintings,
each moment recorded in brush strokes
I would collect all of my
history into a warehouse,
set it on fire
and dance in the pyre's flames-
until everything
turned to ash.
Sep 18, 2024
Sep 18, 2024 at 8:47 AM UTC
i've created many storms inside myself
i'm afraid to cry now
when i do
it releases from my body
the lighting strikes
the thunder begins to clap
the wind is very strong
and its destroying everything it its path
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 3:47 PM UTC
That feeling I love so much , that feeling of your touch. Your smell sends me into complete comfort. But you always make me feel like it's my turn . To say something unimaginable , just to hurt you . When all you've said was things to hurt me too . And you've done that , and you'd think that's enough . But no she wants to make everything rough . She takes to my pleading like it's venom to her veins, when all I want her to know is that she causes me so much pain. But she don't care and that's what destorys me , I ask her how could it be . You said you love me . But destory every part of my being . And I let go , like I wasn't enough . You hurt me with your way of love . Forgive me for everything I gave up . Just i make you comfortable when you still thought I wasn't enough.
And I ramble through anything to make things better . They ask me how can I let her . Because love isn't just a one go getter . You felt whole till you got a missing peice . Just disappeared without a trace . Even know you still had a home in the first place . And I'm the disgrace . You family hates me , and will find anyone to replace . Me....I'm not me anymore , you've made me so sore , that even flying doesn't get me happy . I rather have a hundred women slap me . Then have you hate me . But forgive me . I've forgot who I was . But love is no more in me . Like you wanted it to be..... like I forgot how it felt to be yours in time . Eternity isn't the same when , I'm still traveling the world saying I'm fine .
Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 12:22 AM UTC
Destroying myself just to feel something besides numbness.
Destroying myself to heal myself.
Destroying myself to finish the job you started.
Destroying myself to take away the pain you caused.
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 6:53 PM UTC