#desth
Is life worth even living what are any reasons
Hope?
Joy?
Love?
Fun?
May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 9:11 AM UTC
I miss you
Don't know how many times I can say it
Sometimes I wish I could hear your voice
So I could save it and replay it
Remembering the laugh that roared out
Nothing but faded memories now
The times you've visted me at my house
Or the times we stayed up late and you talked about buying your Mom a house
These are the bittersweet moments I cherish
If only I knew you would perish
Why couldn't I have spoken up sooner
Maybe I wouldn't feel so blue
I would've said something better if I knew
Devastated when I saw your picture on the news
I remember when someone said it was an accident
But accidents don't just happen
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 10:28 PM UTC
The shadows have been cleared
through watery eyes
A soul well fed by creativity beyond measure
…you fed me well my friend with grace, ease and peace
As the sun cleared the rain I ceased breathing
the sorrow poured from my depths
I honor the words, the love…dark and light
you are the bearer of many truths
I honor you and our words.
Eternal peace Friar⭐️
From your TLC💜🙏🏻
May 19, 2023
May 19, 2023 at 7:39 AM UTC
I give up my humanity,
With each heart beat, defeat.
Each time I draw breath, death.
Morals left on the pew.
I'm more than rules,
More than the age of trust,
More than kings and fools,
Nothing more than dust.
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 8:15 PM UTC
Since the miscarriage
you are aware
of another presence
about your ankles,
ghostly touches,
soft brushing of skin.
You look out at a wintry day,
bare trees, dull skies,
mist at the end of the garden.
The nursery prepared,
but unused. You enter there
most evenings and mornings
and gaze into the cot unused,
but prepared, and if you stare
long enough, you can imagine
the baby there, if you are silent
and stare. Your husband tries
to understand, says he does,
but there is that gulf between you,
that gulf of feeling and not feeling,
of sensibility and insensibility.
Since the miscarriage
you are aware of an emptiness within,
a stolen being, beyond that,
that big perhaps, the big question
of if it's elsewhere some place,
a small finger at night
touching your face.
Feb 13, 2018
Feb 13, 2018 at 12:34 PM UTC
*"Your words pinned me like needles,
Now bleeding to death without pain".*
©sim
Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 4:57 AM UTC