#desireisdope
In a dream, warnings heed
From the pit, my soul - he keeps
Awake, I pray, and see his face
I shout of joy, and sing him praise.
My sins are spared,
Perversions pardoned,
My ways are not repaid to me
For, from the pit, my soul is kept
My life is lit, and I - redeemed
Chance after chance, and time again
Into the pit, his hand extends
Pulls us up, turns us about
Not graved to perish, but to live devout.
His mercies anew; his truths revealed
Saved from the pit, sown in his fields
His grace - sufficient, where sin spewed its spout.
His love has no end - my soul has no doubt.
For, from the pit, my soul - he keeps.
My life is lit, and I - redeemed.
- Desire Ramos, 11/27/20
Nov 27, 2020
Nov 27, 2020 at 4:35 PM UTC
You have been gifted with life ❣️
Live and learn, but love (ahava), always ...
@Desire.Is.Dope
20191224
Dec 24, 2019
Dec 24, 2019 at 11:47 AM UTC
16 and pregnant, 17 with triplets,
19 with 4 kids, I don't know how you did it.
School, work, motherhood.
Way back then, we had it good.
Mind of a child, I misunderstood
what it took to raise us - but be
reassured:
You did the best you could and we know it.
Times got hard and we couldn't really show it.
You stood strong as you tried to keep focus;
Hid your pain and tears just so we wouldn't notice
all the mental battles you were going through.
I wish I manned up better to look after you.
Blind to the darkness that tried to dazzle you.
Didnt realize you was only tryna make it through
to the next day, you tried to pave a way,
for us to make it out them trenches and see brighter days,
Major struggles in the slums taught us major lessons,
To keep strong and move on, for that, you’re a major blessing
15 and stubborn was when I walked away
17, I signed them papers, 18, I left to train
19, & on my own, yet the thought
hadn’t hit my brain
It was at this stage of your life where things began to change. It was at this age...
School, work, motherhood.
Way back then, we had it good.
Mind of a child, I misunderstood
what it took to raise us - but be
reassured:
You did the best you could and we know it.
@desire.is.dope
20190822
2045HRS
Aug 22, 2019
Aug 22, 2019 at 8:45 PM UTC
One day feels like one thousand years,
one thousand years feels like one day,
doesn’t matter -- either way, I’ll spend,
a thousand more with you.
One day feels like one thousand years,
one thousand years feels like one day,
I meant it when I said, “I do”
I’ll spend, a thousand more with you.
One thousand days, months, years to come,
one thousand tears to wipe when they run,
one thousand rainbow smiles will shine,
through thick and thin, we’ll be just fine.
One thousand sunsets, stars, night skies,
one thousand hugs, high fives, goodbyes,
one thousand phone calls when I fly,
some thousand miles -- keep your head high.
One thousand thoughts clouding your head,
one thousand lonely nights in bed,
I meant it when I said “I do”
I’ll spend, a thousand more with you…
A day will come for our time to end,
one thousand memories will begin,
for every day we got to spend;
it’ll be the longest day in Heaven.
One day feels like one thousand years,
one thousand years feels like one day,
I meant it when I said “I do”
I’ll spend, a thousand more with you.
@desire.is.dope
20190818
0140HRS
Aug 18, 2019
Aug 18, 2019 at 1:47 AM UTC
Love isnt perfect meeting perfect.
Its a covenant taken in hand: promising
to push through floods and flaws
despite our own imperfections...
-
We're all human, knowing
darkness and what its like to be broken.
Let love be your light, mending your
broken p i e c e s...
-
I'm an imperfect man,
but I'm a man to say the least,
and I will continue to push so that
love may continue to increase‼️
-
@desire.is.dope
20190704
2354HRS
Jul 5, 2019
Jul 5, 2019 at 1:31 AM UTC
16 years behind prison bars -- you came home
and not once did you show your scars...
from the fights and sleepless nights, man
it must be hard, to survive a system so inhumane, so corrupt, and flawed...
Barely 20 back in '98 -- you ever wish
you can go back and take that day away? Wondering what life would be like if, at home, you stayed? Now pain echos in your brain since the past can't be changed... (but its ok)
You're a son - you sat in a cage
while your 3 year old son was home getting ***** trained; missed out on ceremonies, birthdays, and holidays. Relationships with friends and family faded as you aged - it
gave you lonely days...
But I remember the joy that overcame you
when we went up to visit - those days were our fave too -- We couldn't hug but you expressed your never-ending love, with 22 inch biceps, telling us to read books and stay tough...
(for that we thank you...)
We longed for the day you'd be free.
But we never understood or considered the damage done underneath. 16 years of pain, struggle, and suffering. Yet, your story doesn't end with you drowning in defeat.
Certificates and college degrees.
Clinical Social Work and counselor for psychology. Leader, influencer, mentor, husband, and father of three.
I can't be any more proud of you, your healing, and the people you impact and reach (like me).
There are unknown scars that may never heal;
Holes in your soul that are ever real,
16 years behind prison bars -- you came home
and not once did you show your scars...
Instead, you showed the world how to
stay strong and be successful,
and for that, I am ever grateful.
Love you, tio.
@desire.is.dope
20190619
0316HRS
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 3:16 AM UTC
Wow! This. So. Unveiling.
Up, Speak. Truth. Wins.
Wins Truth. Speak Up.
Unveiling So This - Wow!
When They See Us
now ... | ... won!
@desire.is.dope
20190618
0423HRS
Jun 18, 2019
Jun 18, 2019 at 4:29 AM UTC
Married young with lots to learn.
The journey's been both hard and fun.
Spent seasons apart by earthly seas, and
time together, accordingly - in/as one accord
- the ups and downs have pushed us toward,
growth and strength as we move forward;
a blessing its been, we thank you, Lord!
This date has weight. Lets celebrate‼️
Happy Anniversary ❣️
@desire.is.dope
20190512
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 8:52 AM UTC
"LOVE is a choice
and i choose YOU,
everyday!"
[love you]
@desire.is.dope
20190428
1700HRS
Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 5:20 PM UTC
Its one of those forever things,
my crown, when you smile
Committed despite the distance
It was worth every mile
With God, all things are possible
We became lawfully wedded
Vows and promises made
Meant to never forget them
I held fast, you stayed by
my side, for better or worse
Making dreams a reality
Dusting off all of the dirt
A new year means more life
Its worth the celebration
Every day's a new day
For heartfelt rededication
Tobe said, "this love thing
just aint no grab and go...
You have to pour everything inside out
Pray it dont hit the floor"
We just imperfect people
Choosing to share life together
Becoming one through the process
Because its now 'til forever
[pushing through together for better or worse]
@desire.is.dope
20180428
1654HRS
Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 4:56 PM UTC
Long distance is hard
Hate sleeping alone
Awake throughout the night
Not holding your own
Overthink, toss, and turn
Tomorrow is here
How the rising sun beams
But your conscious aint clear
Cloudy and foggy
Full of emotions and memory
Missing the ones you love
Longing for their presence and energy
Expecting for the time
That you could unite
Unsettled until then
Trying so hard to fight
For that day to come
Close, in each other's arms
At last, the distance
Doesnt feel like fatal thorns
The truth is, of long distance,
Long distance is hard
@desire.is.dope
20190428
1616HRS
Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 4:20 PM UTC
I wonder what you think about when you lay down next to me... When I sleep, do you sleep, or internally question me?
How quick do you jump when Im up and you see the phone was right next to me? You scroll and search, hope to find dirt, and continue second guessing me...
Sweatin me, when you taking certain things out of context, stressin me, when I tell you how Im tryna be honest, selling me, tellin me how you respecting my process, only to continue to do the same thing again and again like you obsessed...
Its not a sport, nor is it fun, when it feels like there's a gun, behind my back and at my head, wishing what we had was dead...
But you still not using words to talk to me or ask me first, to let me know what thoughts still linger, what doubts you have or your distrust...
You tell me all is fine; that you have nothing to say, then we go to bed at the end of the day
But still, I wonder what you think about when you lay down next to me...
@desire.is.dope
20190428
1249HRS
Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 12:58 PM UTC
self so sophisticated
seeking soul-satisfaction,
showers soaking seeds sown
shining sun stimulating senses,
sending surreal, significant signals,
saying: *"see...
... you are more than enough!"*
@desire.is.dope
20150415
1217HRS
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 12:19 PM UTC
There is purpose for your pain,
and progression after perseverance.
You need only to be patient and
keep pushing through the process...
endure | persevere | conquer
"you are more than a conqueror"
@desire.is.dope
20190415
1129HRS
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 11:32 AM UTC
The past and present, before and after,
lows and highs, are no disguise.
Yet to my surprise, the bad and good,
they build us up, as life should.
To persevere is to prepare
for the battles that are to come.
If you fail, just try again
to prevail and say you won.
Not to brag, but to be a winner,
learn from the losses; with it comes wisdom.
A smarter self, a stronger soul;
Those who never try will never know.
Dig your feet deep in the dirt.
Don't be afraid to put in work.
Do your best as if it today
did not promise you a tomorrow.
[ TODAY IS A NEW DAY ]
@desire.is.dope
20190415
1120HRS
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 11:23 AM UTC
You are my bone and my flesh
My hands and my feet
My servant and my friend
My people and my sheep
My sons and my daughters
My siblings and my offspring
My disciples and my witnesses
You are all of these things
You are mine ...
- Jesus
[Saved for a purpose]
@desire.is.dope
20190325
1331HRS
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 2:52 PM UTC
Be —> Become —> Becoming —> Became
(is/was) (will be) (working to be) (is/was)
Even progress has a past that isn't permanent;
Challenge your character for constant change...
[be better]
@desire.is.dope
20190325
1331HRS
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 2:42 PM UTC
If you never try at all,
it does no one any good.
If you try just once,
you’ll probably fail.
If you try 100 times,
you might see victory just once.
Its not about the amount of failed attempts or victories,
Its about your willingness to do [obey] and participate,
every single time…
@desire.is.dope
20190325
1352HRS
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 2:37 PM UTC
P lease
R emove
A ny
Y uck
*Hope for healing.
Encourage those around you.
Pray, and let God...*
@desire.is.dope
20190325
1352HRS
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 2:30 PM UTC
“When we prayed for no one,
no one got healed…
Now we pray for everyone,
and some get healed…”
- John Wimber
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 2:25 PM UTC
Mates mingle, mash, and match,
a mystery so miraculous.
A magical manifest of our
majestic and marvelous Maker.
Magnetize and magnify,
making it magnificent,
modest, meticulous,
measuring each minute's bliss.
Movies and moonlight,
moments made to memorize.
Memories that mesmerize,
meant to last a millennium.
[Lifetime]
matches-made-in-Heaven
@desire.is.dope
20190323
0542HRS
Mar 23, 2019
Mar 23, 2019 at 5:55 AM UTC
Deliverance is not delusional. No duhh!
Its definite, deliberate, and distinct,
and yours is long overdue!
Boo the damns and dooms.
Fight despite defeat.
Dance with victory.
Finally be free.
I dare you.
Discover divine deliverance
from within, down and deep...
[redeemed]
@desire.is.dope
20190318
0045HRS
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 12:57 AM UTC
GRACE | MERCY | LOVE | RIGHTEOUSNESS
"YOU DON'T NEED TO EARN IT...
STOP TRYING...
AMEN"
[DCNYC]
@desire.is.dope
20190317
2300HRS
Mar 17, 2019
Mar 17, 2019 at 11:15 PM UTC
LEARN THE SYSTEM.
OBEY THE SYSTEM.
BEAT THE SYSTEM.
OVERRIDE THE SYSTEM.
SUPERSEDE THE SYSTEM.
RESHAPE THE SYSTEM.
THEN SHARE WITH
AND SERVE OTHERS.
IT CREATES A
WHOLE NEW SYSTEM.
[DO FOR OTHERS]
@desire.is.dope
20190308
2340HRS
Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 11:44 PM UTC
Roses are blue.
Violets are red.
If opposites are true,
Love and poetry are dead!
@desire.is.dope
20190308
1912HRS
#LoveIsAlive
#PoetryIsNotDead
Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 7:15 PM UTC