#desi
I am unaware if you love me or not,
but I visualize us in various ways.
What if, centuries ago,
we were two swans floating amongst water lilies,
or what if we were two leaves of the same tree,
falling to our death?
What if you were the dark skinned Krishna with a flute,
and I was the one destined to be forever yours?
If you are indeed the shore to my billowing tides,
my beloved, let me seek refuge in your arms.
Mar 21
Mar 21, 2026 at 3:10 PM UTC
i am not easy to love
i whisper it into the breath i blow across the cup filled with steaming tea
i am not easy to love
i trace the words into the stone at my finger tips as i gaze at the water rushing over the edge of the cliff
i am not easy to love
my mind chants as i open my palm to catch the fallen dice
all this time later, a decade and a half, it was time to write the truth in stone for us both
“i am not easy to love”
Aug 7, 2022
Aug 7, 2022 at 11:57 PM UTC
There are aunties all around us, appreciating their daughters,
"Meri beti khana bohat acha banati hai"
"Meri beti ne tou pura ghar sambhala hai"
And then comes me.....who has a lazy **** to even make morning chair;(
Jun 1, 2020
Jun 1, 2020 at 12:12 AM UTC
I am a small and expressive six-year-old
I just came back from India, just a trip to visit family
I wear a bindi
My hands are decorated with mehndhi*¹
I wear bangles on my arm of all different colors
I wore a little churi daar*²
And everyone teased me
“She has a disease?”
“Why is there a dot on your forehead?”
“You look funny”
A few of my friends tell me that I look pretty and they wish to wear it too.
I get a few compliments but the rest hurt
I never wore a bindi in front of them again
I washed my hands to rid the orange stains
I never wear my Indian clothes
I am a not so small and not expressive sixteen-year-old
I see music festivals, I see movies, I see the people who teased me when I was six
They wear the dots that I had worn
They decorate their hands with what they call “henna”
It wasn’t an Indian holiday
I’m a little hurt
Why was I teased?
But they are praised
“It’s aesthetically pleasing?”
“The bindi is indie”
Do not tease me for my culture
And then take it for your own praise
Is that even fair?
Do you think that’s fair?
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 11:47 AM UTC
I still think of the burning black eyes of thee, Shreeta;
the most beautiful desi girl thin as a sun ray;
smart as my vintage Encyclopedia Britannica;
sweet as heavenly honey, never stinging me;
bee rubbing thin hairy arms together into my memory;
Shreeta the only devi descended in sandals
holding a single candle lighting every star in the wide,
wide sky; whose sharp-cheeks & caramel features
art an epiphany & the definition of every order of love
from blissful Nirvana to the realm of demons
where thou's bare feet truck through snowy mountains
where the albino Yeti falls in love w/ thee;
so perfect as the earth itself personified;
sit to **** in ur condo's luxury super-toilet;
there is always & only thee, Streeta &
my love will always be overflowing upon thee & I will
drink ur crystal clear ***** like sweet, sacred strawberry
scented ambrosia
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 10:17 AM UTC
When I was thirteen my mother
Took a rose and crushed it
Letting the thorns ***** into her sides
Pinpoints of blood blushing on her arm
“This is what a man does to a woman,
What he takes and what cannot be
Restored, this what you must endure
This is what your family must endure
Because you are a woman.”
So is it any wonder that when you
Pushed yourself inside without asking
I did not stop you, that I only closed
My eyes and saw the image of that
Crushed red rose lying limp
Between my mother’s feet
Jul 4, 2017
Jul 4, 2017 at 3:37 PM UTC