#deression
Burning
Yearning
In my heart
It's deserving
To be heard.
Body's whispers
Become screams.
Thought streams,
Where are their hot springs?
Body-mind connection
Currently a hurtful interaction,
Heaviness inside.
Whether the mind's full or empty-
Hard to tell,
The spiral repeats,
Energy depletes,
As if under a
Spell,
Leaving the body
A heavy but empty,
A burning but cold,
A lifeless but longing
A hard but soft
Shell.
Mar 24, 2025
Mar 24, 2025 at 2:57 PM UTC
Instead of having a key made
I shaved down the walls of my heart to make you fit
But In the end all Im left with is the damaged lock of our connection —
And the notion that I am so desperate to be cared for, that I would damage my own security.
Apr 18, 2019
Apr 18, 2019 at 8:53 AM UTC
I was molded into the person I am today,
I was shaped differently though,
I used to be that frighten child.
They told me so many lies,
Making me feel meek.
I lost so much self-esteem because of thee.
When I was shaped,
I was cut into different shapes,
Over and over again;
Because so many had been playing with me,
And wishing to change and mold myself into someone different.
But you see the problem with being shaped so many different ways;
Is you no longer know what is who;
If it is you or some other kind of being.
I no longer knew my emotions,
I no longer knew who I was supposed to be.
So I became depression,
With old and new scars that was explained my many stories.
Here I stand now molded into the person
I am supposed to be.
But those fake shaped people I was going to be,
Are still stitched into my skin,
Making me feel empty inside.
I shall still be always hollow and confused,
But that is my flaw,
My curse that I shall live with happily.
Sep 11, 2016
Sep 11, 2016 at 3:00 PM UTC