#deprication
you're "laughing out loud" at me
that's good
i hope its hearty
thank god i'm humorous
to bring elation to a life as dull as yours
and i'm not upset
cause i'm laughing too!
Jan 23, 2021
Jan 23, 2021 at 9:48 AM UTC
I’m an embarrassment to my name
I’m a ****** all the same
I could sing this every day
Not really
Just kidding
I’m not so negative
Or at least I don’t allow myself to be
They’re just excuses
Used to cover up
Mistakes
Embarrassments
Make myself feel better about
My failures
But I know they’re not really true
At least,
They’re not what I truly believe
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 9:02 PM UTC
Welp
You did it.
You made me cry.
It’s been so long too
so long
I was doing alright —
shoving stuff down
because thats what im good at
But this uncorked a whole bottle
of my Grade A Premium Tears—
youre welcome by the way
theyre nice and aged
i know its your favorite drink
I wonder if you even know—
That you made me cry...
and if you do, then are you gonna apologize?
because ive got stuff to do
that wasnt just an excuse
So... I mean, that wasn’t really called for.
I wonder how long you’ll take
This time.
its never been that long before
itd take longer if it was genuine
You’re good at saying sorry but you never mean it.
youre like the opposite of my last one
Usually it’s, “I’m sorry, I love you, I know I’m a ****
And I say, “It’s ok, you are but I love you anyways.” —
because for some reason i do
i dont know why
i probably shouldn’t, you really are an ***
but like... youre hot
and im *****
So—
I’m 95% sure I do love you.
I wonder if it’s you who made me mean?
or if it was them
theyre ***** too
Maybe I was always mean, and you brought it out—
i wouldnt be surprised
i can be a *****
That’s why this is a problem anyways.
I do know
You made me cry
It’s been so long.
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 2:07 AM UTC