#deprecating
i leave behind residue in beds
i am grimy and saturated from dirt
my muddy footsteps follow you into the bathroom and i smudge the mirror with my fingers, crusted and cracked from the heat
i follow the shadow of the sun and trail their streaks of death
it drips down my thighs and stains your carpets
i am vermin i am disease i am death and decay
my stench sullies the walls and my greasy hair sours your stomach
you pinch your nose as i pass by and i cannot find it in me to blame you. i would too.
Jul 11, 2021
Jul 11, 2021 at 3:14 AM UTC
Im unusable
Maybe unlovable
But i know one thing
I'm certainly uncrushable
If you see appeal
I apologize for clearly your eyes lied
Or my mirror is going blind
I know beauty is by the beholder defined
But clearly the ball was dropped in the case of mine
So why try? I'll get shot down
Why paste on a smile when its easier to scowl
Why be subtle, why cant we be upfront?
Then maybe I'll no longer be a cynical cxnt
Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 9:42 AM UTC
Spinning.
Twirl through
the uphill bottle,
and battle the
summertime blues.
Spin free
of the days
spent swimming
in expensive *****
Dance on my tongue,
whiskey,
or bourbon,
whatever the hell
you may be.
Spin with me,
close my eyes
to the dream.
Spin with me,
my glass-necked fiend.
Spin me free.
Aug 4, 2015
Aug 4, 2015 at 8:46 PM UTC