#depraved
While you were away
I felt misguided and could barely sleep
Wish that you would stay
I fought my demons while you counted sheep
Just tell me what to say
I'd swim in dark oceans to see you here
Made from my very own tears
I heard the news that you found him last week
And while you 2 met up, I got so meek
I punch the walls in my own mental scape
He saved your heart while I struggled to escape
Please pick up the phone
I guess all heroes don't have to wear capes
Back when I was one to you
I hear you as it plays on repeat
emotions grill me as I feel the heat
I fight the air, yet end up in defeat
So you won't answer that phone?
I swear in my texts as my tears type the words
You think I hate you when I'm this absurd
I still see you as such a shining star
Can't find another as you raised the bar
I send the last text saying "I miss you"
I lose confidence "and I'm sorry too"
"I hope you know that our love was true"
And I would give the world just to meet you
May 30, 2023
May 30, 2023 at 10:11 AM UTC
scared for your parenrs sanity
can cause you to befriend insanity
scared for your paeents safety, always
debilitating, anxiety in waves
scared for your parents future days
depraved, begging for conditional praise
scared for your parents demise
everything knotted with bows of lies
scared for your parents fallible memory
overcompensation for grief
yearn for any modicum of relief
Aug 7, 2020
Aug 7, 2020 at 11:41 AM UTC
Some people would say,
Are you Mad, Bad, Depraved or perverted?
He's so much younger than you.
I would say to some people, if that's what you think you have never known true love.
Age is just a number and only matters for fine wine and cheese
Young wine is sweet, bright and refreshing.
I'm in love, and refreshed, some people.
Jun 5, 2019
Jun 5, 2019 at 1:23 AM UTC
*My depraved soul's unearthed
By the Holy Ghost's breath
And given new birth
Out of spiritual death
This wretch is turned 'round
Fit with eyes to believe
A lost sheep is found
And her Shepherd received
My blots are each edited
Out in Christ's fount
His righteousness credited
To my bankrupt account
A prisoner's been pardoned
No debt left to pay
A heart which was hardened
Becomes pliable clay
My life's set apart
Now from worldly regression
Picked out from the start
Made for Christ's own possession
I'm purchased with blood
Shed on Golgotha's tree
A slave bought by God
And fully set free
My sins were all laid
On the head of a Scapegoat
Who carried their weight
To a desert remote
Once an object of wrath
And deserving hell's fire
But Jesus took my bath—
Conflagration of God's ire
So an enemy no more
I'm brought into God's fold
Carried through His door
And out of night's cold
He calls me His child
His heir and His bride
Though once an orphan wild
Now seated at Christ's side
And soon He'll return
When salvation's complete
When no longer I'll yearn
For His own face I'll meet!*
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 4:07 PM UTC
To show that a part of you cared
When I fell apart at your knees
Was all that I ever asked for
But the contrast of other
Sickly bodies against yours
Was too alluring a thought
For your hungry, depraved mind
Jun 13, 2018
Jun 13, 2018 at 10:30 PM UTC
was his preference to adopt
a concealing type of name
so he'd not be discovered
in the ********** game
but an incognito title
didn't fool one little bit
for his depraved posts
showed a ********** skit
he'd groomed children
all over the world globe
who were innocent victims
of his deviant robe
he'd been suspected
of carnal exploitation
which he did perform
without any hesitation
were his computer files
to be checked by cops
they'd reveal him as
being well tainted slops
Feb 4, 2018
Feb 4, 2018 at 5:45 PM UTC
*Stuffed animal
Daybreaks next to wild roses
Teddy bear bleeding*
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 12:17 AM UTC
Your birth may drag you into a brutally depraved world, yet it also bring you into a beautiful place remember that
Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 3:59 PM UTC
There’s a time and season for every reason
no cookie bakes itself
cherries don’t burst on their own
cherries don’t burst ************
a bottle doesn’t empty itself to full/fill
breaking clocks is a wonderful way to **** time
ironic glory hole of blood and glass
running out of test tubes, the ***** too tight
**** reason!
INVEST!
Admiration is the state furthest away from understanding
pawns don’t need details
******** with teeth make ******** meaningful
smashing the cow softens it, …digest it well
meaning is derived from screening STD g string
of a starry eyed ******** that drowns in a sea of ******
obtuse and absolute are the only submissions
failure to comprehend results in ***********
cuckolds worth….
IMPROVE!
Lexicon laxative
this antipathy won’t last
stimulate thinking with cankerous drinking
***** ***** need no season or reason
to drown ****** who never show
the tears of heaven that understood
misled admiration and adolescent aberration
that silently candle deplorable fornication
time stays unchanged
counting doesn’t prove progress in this game
falling short… half beat hesitation
ITERATE!
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 5:10 AM UTC