#demiromantic
Forgot to love me in 2016
Had my first boyfriend, innocent as it seemed
Dumped my first guy and realized
I never even cried
Starting dating a lot
Cuz thats what you do
Never the right person, didnt like to choose
They asked me out, and I said yes
Didnt think to second guess
Ten years later, I'm eighteen
Dated so much, I lost me
And I realized why I never cried
Why I was fine being just friends
I date too much cuz it's a crutch...
But... My heart was never in it
Cant love someone if you don't love yourself
And I'd take all the love in the world over wealth
Saw myself in the mirror
Broken glass half empty boy filled with fear
And I realized... I was never here
Three days ago I got a boyfriend
A week ago I figured out why I had trouble feeling love
Two years ago I got touched and it was too much, not enough
I'm scared of intimacy but I'm touch starved
And I have a heart that needs time to feel
Dont think I should be dating...
Think I need time to heal
Gotta get back what I lost
In 2016
Apr 20
Apr 20, 2026 at 6:31 PM UTC
I drew the word "pride"
But it's the Pan flag.
Underneath it it's the same
But it's a trans flag
I couldn't draw a demiromantic and/or a genderflux flag with chalk.
Now we wait for my parents to see
Aug 29, 2019
Aug 29, 2019 at 2:49 PM UTC
I'm in love with you.
I've been for a long while.
I don't know when.
I don't know how.
We love eachother
But it ain't the same.
Demi-romantisim is a **** game.
I'll forever be too late.
You had wanted me once.
Now I'm a lost cause.
To the longing pain
That shatters my heart.
Jan 11, 2018
Jan 11, 2018 at 12:00 AM UTC