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#dejection
I remember the lights going off in the brains of young poets. Deep in the dank streets of New York or Columbia college. When the blues and twos would come and round up The beatniks snapping to the howl of a homosexual mind. When the generational attitudes of those too old to know, Control the ****** acts of “violence”, or The deepening scars of our philosophies. When the urbanization of historical prowess leads to Gentrified gypsies of the diamond deserts and endless skyways When the great in the country isn’t good enough For the red hats and spray tanned millionaires. When the stocks of corporate dragons burn down The attempts of upstart knights and online kingdoms. When the politicians of old become the scapegoats For the ironically gerontocratic few. When the female few who dared couldn’t find their lost primaries Or control the lifeblood leaking out of the Strait of Hormuz.   When the powerful and powerless fought in-between The dejected and all too often ignored. When the powered halogen lights flooded prison yards of Wrongly convicted and murderously in need of help. When the San Francisco clubs lit up with muzzle flash And the dancers lay weeping in their blood. When the schools became places to duck and cover Or learn to trip a friend when running from a gun. When parkland high became a manufacturing ground For casings, tears, and candlelight vigils. When the American dream came combo packaged And supersized with obesity and unemployment. When the education of the youth became about The profit margin in a spreadsheet full of debt. When the sun sets in the smoke filled horizons And sleepless rest settles on the western front.
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Dec 4, 2020
Dec 4, 2020 at 1:16 AM UTC
I Remember.
I remember the lights going off in the brains of young poets. Deep in the dank streets of New York or Columbia college. When the blues and twos would come and round up The beatniks snapping to the howl of a homosexual mind. When the generational attitudes of those too old to know, Control the ****** acts of “violence”, or The deepening scars of our philosophies. When the urbanization of historical prowess leads to Gentrified gypsies of the diamond deserts and endless skyways When the great in the country isn’t good enough For the red hats and spray tanned millionaires. When the stocks of corporate dragons burn down The attempts of upstart knights and online kingdoms. When the politicians of old become the scapegoats For the ironically gerontocratic few. When the female few who dared couldn’t find their lost primaries Or control the lifeblood leaking out of the Strait of Hormuz.   When the powerful and powerless fought in-between The dejected and all too often ignored. When the powered halogen lights flooded prison yards of Wrongly convicted and murderously in need of help. When the San Francisco clubs lit up with muzzle flash And the dancers lay weeping in their blood. When the schools became places to duck and cover Or learn to trip a friend when running from a gun. When parkland high became a manufacturing ground For casings, tears, and candlelight vigils. When the American dream came combo packaged And supersized with obesity and unemployment. When the education of the youth became about The profit margin in a spreadsheet full of debt. When the sun sets in the smoke filled horizons And sleepless rest settles on the western front.
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Have you ever thought of ending it all? Facing your fear when your backs to the wall? Crossing the bridge and paying the toll? Nobody know's the feeling better then me I fantasize while in bed, rest assured I can't sleep Knowing it's me I fear is murdering me Drowning my face in my own reflection Disconnecting myself from other's connection Removing my head from self-loathing dejection Addicted to things that help me forget All the memories and laughs that came and went Everything that I've done that I can't just repent
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Nov 1, 2019
Nov 1, 2019 at 8:39 PM UTC
Suicidal OCD.
Maybe the truth is I was never really meant to be happy. Not in the sincerest form of the word anyway. I'm content and I do have my happy moments. But sincerely and truly happy? I don't think that word was invented with me in mind.
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Aug 9, 2019
Aug 9, 2019 at 7:53 AM UTC
Dejection.
Symptoms of diseases, Diseases never heard of, Symptoms were pain, agony and tears Tears never shed Diseases which took eras to be discovered, Diseases that lay hidden, Hidden behind smiles Smiles hiding pain, agony and tears Tears never shed Because there was no one to see the tears, Tears lay buried Buried behind 'I'm fine' 'I'm fine' was a cover To shield the delicate heart The heart which was scratched and torn millions of times And millions of times the memories were reminded Memories which were to be forgotten To be forgotten and thrown away Thrown away like the heart was The heart now only had tears Tears never shed Because there was no one to see the tears, Tears left to dry To dry without being wet The heart also dried Dried out and fell Fell like the petals of roses Roses which are only left with thorns now Thorns which ***** and the heart bleeds The heart bleeds the blood of hatred Hatred risen from love Love which led to the diseases Diseases known as heartbreak, dejection and desolation.
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Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 10:19 AM UTC
Tears never shed..
Maybe I’ll beat up my sister today to deal with reflexive reprieve. No. I think it’s because people are  disappointments. Maybe it’s because I’m afflicted with poverty. This is not real poverty, just the poverty I live with, the type I’ll see today and tomorrow. Maybe its because we have the opposite of wealth and will never have enough to facilitate a dream. Fathers a salesman what can I do? It’s because I’m disappointed with how shallow my life has been.
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Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 1:35 PM UTC
Hollowism
One more letter of rejection! Disappointment and dejection! Though many of such I receive I still continue to believe! I write because I feel a need, (As vital as the need to breathe) Words that others may never read; Though just by writing I succeed!
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Aug 31, 2017
Aug 31, 2017 at 7:01 AM UTC
Rejection Letter...
There is nothing         more tasteless    than the sweet nothings        you       gloss me over                like icing on a vile           honeysuckle cake already--                                              --burnt
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Jun 29, 2017
Jun 29, 2017 at 8:56 AM UTC
sugar-coating
• I left a trail of blood from my bleeding heart, Praying that you will follow & mend me, But the depth of my aching overflow & my river of tears erase it, Now I am left with a track to my death, A death of utmost throe, lonesomeness & dejection. © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 9:36 AM UTC
Trail of Blood
Love is walking on fire killing our desire making sacrifice and paying price Love is living heartless being restless feelings being suppress depression possess Love is making life a mess living in distress overwhelmed by dejection a constant fear of rejection! Love is a Fu¢king stress only way to stay bless is to care less don't get stuck up keep moving your @$$
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Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 12:16 PM UTC
Love is... ...
I wake up every morning with a heart that's mourning it only desires to meet you & throughout the day this feeling continue I pray to the GOD above to spare me of this love coz every day it kills me but will never set me free the pain is getting unbearable your thoughts are irreplaceable my heart races and not just beat with your every thought my life is at defeat I wish my mind get numb I can no longer act like a dumb with your innocence in my heart I walk through the life's desert I wish I could die but to rational reasons I can't deny the reasons my brain put forth that my fight to get you is worth! HEARTACHE??? its something which I know but no more my heart break it has left me long ago!
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Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 8:14 PM UTC
Heartache!
your sky was a catastrophe. not the inky black type and not the somber gray type either—no, those were too cliché for you. your sky was a shade between blue and gray, the color of dejection, of loneliness for it was only a shade in between. never a whole only half a mind, and half a soul.
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Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 9:40 AM UTC
Sky
Oh dear, their love never really had a chance as it was over before it started in advance. There were so many conditions and obstacles they both had to overcome; of a physical and emotional nature that would have been too burdensome. Where one person may have been willing the other had some serious doubt and the feelings shared between them were not much to get excited about. Yet, they both seemed to be attracted towards each other but it was hardly any more than being a sister and brother. You must know something about the kind of love that I do mean where both parties at first, only enjoyed from a distance to be seen. Though, it’s said, where love is concerned it will seek to find a way; the rest is really up to individual effort and or nature to save the day. There are certain fleeting memories of love which linger in many still that some people would try to revive again and so their passion fulfill. The object of a person’s love demands serious attention otherwise it remains at the level of being in suspension. Those whom it concerns need to be intimately connected so the experience of love for both parties is not dejected. ______________________________________
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Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 3:53 PM UTC
Tale of Unrequited Love
crying in silence never allowed my tears show their presence I love you I swear it hurts your absence I wanna put cuts all over deep and dense listening music and remembering you I feel so sick and I'm so ******* death may embrace me and put me at ease I'm fed up of this monotonicity I beg you Lord please!!!
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Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 12:18 PM UTC
Hurt
The stains upon the bar tell of many sad tales of love, loss and tragic lives; and drink to drown out the wails. Another washed out soul seeks the solace of the glass, to wash away the memory of another broken pass. Another wheeler-dealer, another gambling god, another weary player bet his life upon the sod. The rings around his eyes mark the toll of tell tale signs, the vacant stare, unshaven chin, you read between the lines. Just one more shot to dull the sting of a life that’s breaking down, another drink to hide the lines of another washed out frown. He staggers out onto harsh lit streets, head gently spinning on unsteady feet. He knows that it's near, he can hear the call, just over the road and down past the mall. Shuffling along with an unsteady gait, cell phone ringing, who cares, it can wait. Eyes now blind behind stinging tears but it's not enough to allay his fears. And there it is in a hazy dream, a small footbridge over a lazy stream. He grips the rails with trembling hands, there’s no point telling her, she won't understand. Then just for a moment he catches a glimpse in the soft flowing waters and it makes him wince, for the wretch that he sees is not the man that he knows; there’s a stranger staring back from dark waters below. With a shuddering sigh and with tears streaming down, he's leaning over; feet leaving the ground. For a moment he's flying, so alive and so free, he’s no longer afraid, just a strange kind of glee. He doesn't feel the water as it closes overhead, he doesn't feel the chill for his soul has already fled. Written by Darren Scanlon, 25th November 2013. Revised 12th July 2015. © 2013 Darren Scanlon. All rights reserved.
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Jul 11, 2015
Jul 11, 2015 at 11:02 PM UTC
ONE LAST SHOT
The stains upon the bar tell of many sad tales of love, loss and tragic lives; and drink to drown out the wails. Another washed out soul seeks the solace of the glass, to wash away the memory of another broken pass. Another wheeler-dealer, another gambling god, another weary player bet his life upon the sod. The rings around his eyes mark the toll of tell tale signs, the vacant stare, unshaven chin, you read between the lines. Just one more shot to dull the sting of a life that’s breaking down, another drink to hide the lines of another washed out frown. He staggers out onto harsh lit streets, head gently spinning on unsteady feet. He knows that it's near, he can hear the call, just over the road and down past the mall. Shuffling along with an unsteady gait, cell phone ringing, who cares, it can wait. Eyes now blind behind stinging tears but it's not enough to allay his fears. And there it is in a hazy dream, a small footbridge over a lazy stream. He grips the rails with trembling hands, there’s no point telling her, she won't understand. Then just for a moment he catches a glimpse in the soft flowing waters and it makes him wince, for the wretch that he sees is not the man that he knows; there’s a stranger staring back from dark waters below. With a shuddering sigh and with tears streaming down, he's leaning over; feet leaving the ground. For a moment he's flying, so alive and so free, he’s no longer afraid, just a strange kind of glee. He doesn't feel the water as it closes overhead, he doesn't feel the chill for his soul has already fled. Written by Darren Scanlon, 25th November 2013. Revised 12th July 2015. © 2013 Darren Scanlon. All rights reserved.
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I am alone. I am. The sounds are not naked Scratchings from outside; No soft paws scurry in the attic; The floors beyond are tiled; The stairs carpeted; The hinges like cloth; The curtains drawn against shade; The phone doesn't ring to vacant voices; Half-burnt candles would burn In the whosh of a hallway. And yet, I hear you breathe, Hear the rustle of sleeves; A light slivering beneath the door. And I am Alone.
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Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 12:51 PM UTC
Gothic Overtones
How easily you tagged my truth as one of her lies, Not once thinking how it would corrode my soul. Now that you have felt I don't owe an explanation, I have decided If you can't defend me, I will not fight for you!!
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Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 2:39 AM UTC
truth??
If I smile too much it makes me look desperate © Matthew Harlovic
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Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 4:24 PM UTC
Smiley - 10w