#defiled
I am being dragged,
beaten and deceived
All because of a bait
i was gifted;
His eyes looked wicked
On the bed shivering
He stripped me
ashamed and naked
been ripped of my dignity
Not longer the way i am
being sold out;
because of a candy
I am defiled
Sep 26, 2024
Sep 26, 2024 at 4:20 PM UTC
Like a VIAL of TOXICANTS!!
Do not try to CONSUME ME,
because I am made of POISON!!!
You just didn't see
When you DIED,
I didn't CHOOSE TO **** YOU,
IT was the DESTINY
that YOU HAD CHOSEN!!!
I TRIED TO WARN YOU,
But you just WOULDN'T LISTEN,
But you IGNORED my WARNING, and
YOU ARE NO LONGER LIVING!!!
Like SNOW WHITE BITING
into a POISONOUS APPLE,
within the APPLE the
POISON WAS HIDDEN,
like a VENOMOUS SNAKE,
you just got BITTEN!!!
STAY AWAY FROM ME,
my TOXINS ARE DEADLY!!!
But still would up DIEING,
even though you WEREN'T READY!!!
I TRIED TO FOREWARN YOU!!
NOW, YOU ARE NO LONGER ALIVE
GOT ME FEELING SAD AND BLUE, and
SO, TORN INSIDE!!!!
YOU KNEW that I WAS POISON
WHY DID YOU CONSUME ME???
YOU SHOULD'VE LEFT ME ALONE, YOU DIDN'T WANT TO BELIEVE!!!
YOU DIDN'T TAKE HEED OF
THE WORDS THAT I SAID!!!
AND NOW YOUR NOT BREATHING,
YOU ARE NOW DEAD!!!
YOU KNEW I WAS, CONTAMINATED, DEFILED, and POISON,
YOU WERE INFORMED
IT WAS THE PATH YOU
HAD CHOSEN!!!!
B.R.
Date: 04/29/2023
Aug 29, 2024
Aug 29, 2024 at 4:57 PM UTC
Beyond sacred geometry,
Hides a dark secret.
A secret of stolen symbols,
And stolen concepts.
Aug 14, 2021
Aug 14, 2021 at 9:42 AM UTC
There was a little girl,
I knew so long ago;
What happened to this child,
I truly did not know.
~
I felt so badly for her,
as I watched her in her room;
She never laughed or smiled,
inside her small cocoon.
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She simply sat there gazing,
had she ever been defiled;
I wondered as she sat there,
so timid and so mild.
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She was a mini-me,
of this I knew for sure;
For she behaved like me,
after being made impure.
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I turned my head away,
I couldn't watch no more;
I said a small prayer for her,
this little one of four.
Apr 17, 2019
Apr 17, 2019 at 1:36 AM UTC
I can smell the cigarette you put out on my skin.
The sting, it lingers, but I am used to the pain.
I can feel your gaze, not love but lust from sin.
Still I let you touch me, in hopes I feel sane.
Your hands wander and I want to scream.
Tears are running but I am not hurt, just in pain.
You pay no mind and so it seems
This bed will always creak where you have lain.
I am haunted by the ghost of your touch
Who once took my soul from me.
Desecrated place, my eye are lifeless such
Without hope or depth for eyes to see.
I am finished here, it is over.
I no longer belong to me but you have claimed me for your own and left my lifeless body in the wake.
Jul 30, 2017
Jul 30, 2017 at 12:13 AM UTC
Good Christian Woman
You heavenly creature
You look so good that the beast within me wants to eat you
Sweet holy honey
Let me slither into your view
I wanna sink my fangs deep into your forbidden fruit
I am the snake in the grass of your garden
Let my venom poison your mind
I have always been inside you
Trust me, leave your chastity behind
Hey! Good Christian Lady!
What are you afraid of?
Come here, I wanna show you what the Devil's kind are made of!
Good Christian Woman
Give yourself
unto me
This is my blood you drink and this is my body you taste
My ****** Mary
I wanna be your God
You act pure but I know what you want behind that facade
I am the snake in the grass of your garden
Let my venom poison your mind
I have always been inside you
Trust me, leave your chastity behind
Hey! Good Christian Lady!
What are you afraid of?
Come here, I wanna show you what the Devil's kind are made of!
Hey! Heavenly baby!
Let me drive you crazy
I wanna drag you down with me into the depths of Hades
May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 2:18 PM UTC
Stay dead my Hero
Silent one.
Snakes poisoned her name
Hero defiled.
She hid her face from her lover
Society tarnished her image.
Self-sacrificing, she did not object
Hero exiled.
Stay dead my Hero
Selfless one.
Selfish men are behind you
So don't turn back.
You're forgiven
God's child
Now fly.
Hero is defiled, but now
Hero is free.
Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 6:29 PM UTC
I learned to question what love is by the way his hands felt.
The roughness that they always were.
The way they accompanied the glare
in his eyes and the smile on his face.
They way they grabbed,
pushed down,
held down,
the way they never let go.
I questioned his love when he used those hands
to sweep my hair back
and whisper in my ear,
telling me that this,
this is how daddies show their love
as his hands grazed my body.
He was the animal
I was the pasture.
I was filled with
green luscious grass
beautiful flowers
and a sunset
that mesmerized anyone
who watched it rise.
But he clawed away at my pasture,ripping it to shreds.
He poured hot acid all over me, now I am nothing
but a wasteland where nothing grows.
A place where nothing but darkness resides.
Patting me on the *** as he walks away as if to say
*"that was a job well done"
"you did good"*
I did good.
I let you destroy me.
I let your hands ruin
everything that was mine,
they reached inside my soul
pulled out what makes me real,
what makes me exist.
And now I lay in this bed as an empty shell of nothing
thinking of him,
hands....
hands,
hands everywhere
crawling all over me like spiders
always searching and looking to take more
when there is nothing left already.
I was once
beautiful
untouched
a delicate rose
who just wanted
to grow and bloom
become what I was meant to.
Then he came and cut me down
while telling me that he loved me.
I laid there dying
trying to reconnect my broken stems,
then he came again,
cutting me to pieces,
plucking off my beautiful petals
leaving me there as nothing,
leaving me there to wait
for the wind to blow me away.
Once I was untouched
and then the day came
that he told me he loved me
his hands molded a wasteland
out of my body like it was clay.
Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 9:16 PM UTC