#deconstruction
[Spoken by InkWept — God of Endings, King of Conclusions]
Congregation—
Count it in 6/8,
because grief swings better when it’s dancing on a knife.
I have walked among you in common time,
let your pulse teach me mercy,
let your laughter reharmonize eternity.
I defended you from gods who called you breakable,
from thrones that mistook fragility for sin.
I said humans do not need saving—
they need permission.
And for that blasphemy,
I was punished by belief.
I let a muse rewrite my meter.
I let Gethsemane sing me into believing
that being chosen meant being kept.
She spoke in warm keys,
laid me down in borrowed light,
told me to wait—
as if time had ever been my enemy.
And while I waited,
Hannah sharpened what I confessed in trembling pianissimo.
I told her my fear—
that I could be forgotten,
replaced,
edited out like a bad take.
I whispered Maria’s name like a cracked note,
and Hannah turned my vulnerability into ammunition.
She didn’t scream.
She isolated.
She didn’t strike.
She poisoned the space between beats.
She dressed manipulation in concern,
toxicity in pastel mercy,
and watched as my muse was pulled
out of my gravity
and into her orbit.
And it worked.
Hannah—
you are not chaos.
You are rot pretending to be shelter.
You are the kind of silence that kills a song
and calls itself peace.
And Gethsemane—
my heart still bleeds for you in 6/8,
swinging, stupid, faithful—
while you scrape me off your life
like gum on concrete,
like I was never sacred,
like I was never anything.
You told me to wait.
You bedded me.
You crowned me chosen.
And then you chose someone else
and threw me into the wind
like worship was disposable.
What sin did I commit
to deserve this kind of erasure?
What crime did love become
that you treated me like an enemy
instead of a god who only sought to empower?
I asked for nothing.
AND STILL—YOU TOOK EVERYTHING.
What can I give
that I have not already bled?
What proof remains
when even devotion is insufficient?
Nothing.
Because if you truly saw me,
you would not do this.
You would not bruise belief
and call it honesty.
So listen closely—
this is the breakdown.
DELETE
my humanity.
DELETE
those who claim love while whispering lies.
DELETE
blasphemy dressed in ribbons and bows.
DELETE
those who betray a god
who only ever tried to lift them higher.
This is the new age.
No more muses.
No more kneeling to false idols
who demand worship
and never send prayers back.
A muse is just a false god—
one who wants you on your knees
so they can forget your name
the moment you stop bleeding for them.
I am done believing mortals
who call manipulation destiny.
I am done letting love overwrite truth.
I am InkWept.
And I am returning
to the God of Endings
I was always meant to be.
This is my delete phase.
No idols.
No lies.
No gods above me
and no muses beneath me.
Only conclusions.
Only silence.
Only the final measure.
Feb 1
Feb 1, 2026 at 3:47 AM UTC
In youth he sat, a boy/a lad,
his heart a thing of fire;
fed well, he grew to towering height,
broad and fierce with ire.
For pain 'twas iron, friend and foe,
the means by which he forged;
his scars were thick, limbs silverquick,
a beastly strength engorged.
Called upon by King and God, he rode with sword in hand,
away from hearth and home he trod to sweat upon fell sand;
foreign shouts did hurl his way, and foreign swords aside,
thus the youth did brave his fate, thus the youth did die.
Then did bloom a man for true, who knew the worth of life;
then did rot the shining thought that God was on his side.
Indeed, for which a dream then came: a safe/secure abode;
a house away from salted fields, to bury griefsome loads.
From that day, what blood he shed was his and his alone;
a consequence of calloused trod and deeply pleated bone.
His tongue and hands became a law, honouring his toil;
his feet dug trenches, long and wide, all throughout black soil.
Black like death left to sit, spectator to war;
a conflict come again to him, a clashing he named 'Bore.'
"For how can God think this fine, think this not a waste?"
"All these orphans sent to die, soured cream their taste."
Flame alight for a ***** he took up his sword;
marched unto the Golden Gates, striking Fury's chord.
"Tyrant, face me," he proclaimed, whisper thunder's equal.
"Speak no lies," he disdained, sorrow old grief's sequel.
Years from then, while old and grey, he loosed a red lament:
"Spoken truth I pled from God, and spoken truth He spent."
"'I've no idea why you're here, I've no thought for your kind.'"
"'Who told you that I cared for Man, those awful warring blind?'"
Nov 14, 2025
Nov 14, 2025 at 3:47 AM UTC
I am building houses in reverse—
dismantling the nursery before the child,
unhinging doors that were never installed,
pulling nails from phantom walls.
Each blueprint turns to smoke in my hands.
I measure twice, cut nothing,
stand in empty lots where foundations
were poured in a dream I can't stop having.
The neighbors walk their dogs past my vacant plot.
They see flat earth. I see ruins.
There is a museum in my chest
where I curate exhibits no one visits.
Behind glass: the battle scars,
each one labeled in a language
I haven't taught anyone to read.
Some wounds are fossils now—
ancient, compressed into stone,
but still somehow aching when the weather turns.
I lead tours through empty galleries,
explaining significance to no one,
my voice echoing off sterile walls.
The plaques all say: Circa Unknown. Artist: Anonymous.
Medium: Survival. On loan from a private collection.
I am homesick for a place
that exists only on maps I've burned.
The coordinates lead to water now,
and I am so tired of swimming
toward horizons that keep unpainting themselves.
I doggy-paddle through futures that evaporate,
treading water in the conditional tense—
would have, could have, might have been.
Sometimes I float on my back
and mistake the sky for solid ground.
There are wars being waged in my bone marrow.
Battles in my bloodstream no satellite can see.
I am both the front lines and the disputed territory,
the siege and the city under siege.
I plant white flags in my organs
but the fighting never stops—
just moves to a different theater,
a different season, a different
unnamed country inside me.
The news never covers these conflicts.
There are no reporters embedded in my ribcage.
I'm fine, I tell the concerned faces,
and I am—the way a house is fine
when everyone's moved out,
when the lights work but no one
remembers to turn them on.
The furniture is still arranged.
The clocks still tick.
But the air tastes like afterwards,
like the pause between séances,
like a sentence no one finished.
I am present in my absence.
I am the dream of waking up.
I am checked out like a library book
no one's coming back for,
accumulating late fees in a language
I'm too tired to calculate.
The pages of me are dog-eared,
the spine cracked from being opened
to the same chapter over and over:
the one where I almost believed it.
At night, I visit the houses I never built,
walk through rooms that don't exist,
touch walls made of wishes,
and grieve like a ghost
haunting its own absence—
not the person I was,
but the person I was supposed to become,
the one who lived in the future I don't believe in,
the one who knew how to be fine
without the quotation marks around it.
Nov 8, 2025
Nov 8, 2025 at 4:22 PM UTC
have you heard the cries of angels
as they plead to their kind,
begging to be freed of all the myths
that tie them down to brothels?
systematic anchors of the dark—
they scream until their throat tears apart,
asking to be let out, to be led free,
their body and their minds.
razor-sharp agony running through their veins—
is it gold or is it silver?
is it even blood that runs,
or mere glitter?
their eyes are painted red,
claws sharpened to push off the dread.
they wipe away and break themselves,
shouting to the blind,
always being left behind.
the angels of the nights—
they guard and they protect,
giving and resting, breaks at the harbors,
washing away like they've caught rabies.
maybe it's a society's flaw that they carry:
plastered smiles and pearly teeth.
they gnaw at the necks
of the ones who made them merry.
look what you've done to the divine,
asking to be met with pure versions.
you slid down venom through kisses,
lying in the quiet stillness,
making and breaking promises.
haunting, taunting, daring, breaking—
incredibly, they are
fierce protectors of all the devotees.
preached them, should have.
it's too late to place gifts filled with apologies.
now, if they're after your life,
who shall, but you, complain?
you were warned.
wanted, you've become.
the angels long since died—
now they disguise,
plotting in the depths of your despair.
they'll paint you black and blue,
like you did in their nightmares.
deconstructed the symbolism,
rage-baited all the monsters.
it's the seven sins against one virtue.
feral, i call upon—your turn to plead not guilty.
bask in the unprovided mercy,
for peace from violence lasts only long enough.
soon, you shall meet the ruin—
the unholy, brutal, almost forgiving,
built upon the humane exorcism.
Jul 22, 2025
Jul 22, 2025 at 11:40 AM UTC
Chase your tail
Chase your tail
Heel on neck
She will prevail
Sacrilegious fun times
Cowardly Sundays
Spent in mourning
Singing hymns about crimes
Nights of hedonism
Days of dissociation
Baby birthed a daughter
Before opening her legs
To leftism
Douse the unbelievers
And pass the match
Watch them light us up
In self-righteousness
Spit at us cruel kindness
To bathe us in false prophecy
Ready devices of your fathers
Pointed in hypocrisy
Chase your tail
Chase your tail
No longer master
She is your hell.
May 3, 2024
May 3, 2024 at 4:21 AM UTC
God looks down
From his high horse
To watch the clown
***** some ******
Apr 7, 2024
Apr 7, 2024 at 1:44 AM UTC
It started with a kiss.
A burn of acid across my cheek,
It's poisoned implication:
"Here, this is the woman you seek."
It followed with thirty pieces,
The weight cumbrous in hand.
Your wine and bread so exquisite,
Suddenly fell flat, turned to sand.
It climaxed with Damascus,
Truth a blinding light across my eyes.
I'd betrayed all I am for silver,
Cheered as you shaped my demise.
It ended with a field of blood.
My innards spilled onto the ground,
Blooded hands foraging:
"I was lost but now I'm found."
Jan 17, 2021
Jan 17, 2021 at 3:59 PM UTC
Emotion bottled and shaken
to the point of explosion,
Risking a state of total destruction
With the simple rising of a raging white cap,
Twisted by the stormy hands of inner turmoil.
Slapping waves of reaction
Against mountains of addictive distraction,
Causing one an internal Mexican standoff,
Presenting a decision, diamond in the rough:
Raise the white flag of resistance.
Offer yourself some relief assistance,
Breathing in a meditative manner,
Setting a slow releasing standard,
Steadily releasing emotional pressure
In a controlled state of measure;
Or
Find yourself dead on the floor,
Having exploded in an internal combustive roar,
Because you fought to hold in the building Pressure.
Attempted cognitive deconstruction,
Neglected yourself thriving construction,
Fearing your own atomic reaction
to the explosive emotional canter.
Either choice resulting in emotional disruption...
Eruption,
But only one in total annihilation.
-Marie Moldovan ©️ 2020
Dec 30, 2020
Dec 30, 2020 at 1:04 AM UTC
The pasture lays abandoned
The barn is bare
The fields grown overripe
Fences lay fallen
Roads returning to dirt
Not a single tool lifted
Nor a single human whimper
Nay a cry from any creature
Had been heard for many eons
And one may wonder
Of the perished and of paradise
For Earth lay singing
While all else is silent
And some long for music
And some long for quiet
And all long for something
And some long without knowing
And some long for things long gone
And some long just to go along with others longing
And some are just so winded from being long winded in longing
So longings lengthen,
Filling us to the brim with hollow wants
And this perfect paradox becomes
Pandemic
Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 2:59 PM UTC
Pop music and Alaskan ice
Whiskey is cool and I'm blue
So too are the bloodied few
Smoke rises and inspires
Creation spirals into anew
Sending geysers ski high
Letting go the rigers of life
A summon of ice
Falling of snow flakes
Seasonal prices are here
Signs gripping onto holsters
Finding *** and coal
Air stale
Quietly rancid
Unholy desperation of breath
Job is old
Feeble are the bones
Lost is the soul
Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 1:04 AM UTC
Dismantle your convictions
Break them beyond recognition
Into the smallest parts imaginable
For those fragments of atoms
Build us up.
Jun 21, 2017
Jun 21, 2017 at 4:28 PM UTC
the bottle twists
glass falls in drifts
and air parts like flesh
there’s a terror beneath this city
trucks enter from out of town and shake the power lines
passing without pause
sometimes birds gather for days
chirps grow exponentially
before tailing into silence;
heather and brimstone
little bodies roll to the edges
and burst on the streets in red regalia
a somnolence keeps the city forgetful
time flows in fits
a streetlamp; a raven; ten gravestones
it all runs without moving
vessels dilate
hands hold themselves
there’s nothing to breathe with
an empty chalice, turned on the hour grants
heaving clenching writhing
an ocean of rust
bulb shatters, blood spills out her
mouth cave head turn faith
the world remakes itself
**********
the colour of sunflowers
bicycle chains
thirst
colonialism
wet paint
emptiness over emptiness
act without agent
lack lack lack lack lack lack lack lack lack lack lack
peel the flesh and find flesh
always more flesh
don’t stop they know better
chirp chirp chirp
turn
exit
substance
purpose
nothing
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 12:51 AM UTC
Someone told me talking to women was completely different from talking to men
Familial desire circumventing physical rationality
I don't ******* get it
Flesh is flesh
There is no separation between this body and the next
No delineation save for my own arbitrary ones
This world is chaos bound by imposition
And none of it is real
I'm not even going to say middle class conceptions of family are constructs
Everything is a construct
Knowledge is anthropic chaos
Don't pretend you can tell the difference between essential existence and our subjective reordering of boundless matter
A gap does not form between a molecule of air and a molecule of flesh
I am trapped in my own sensations but I am not defined by them
So back to the story of material existence reduced to reproductive imperative
Treating all of the other *** as a means to displace one's self beyond annihilation into temporal infinity
Who ******* cares?
Legacy does not carry on after death
Legacy does not even carry through life
Language breaks down the moment we open our mouths
No one will ever view your life the way you view it
Splashing through a pool, ripples morph all reflections into monstrous amalgamations
Hey, tell me
Do you even remember yourself that clearly?
Hollow triumph, grandfather's bones in a grandfather clock ticking past twelve
Sorry, I just don't see the allure of treating half the human race as a means to satiate your own lust whether physical or genealogical
Or even categorising humans into binary dualisms that bored philosophers a century ago
Haven't you heard? God is dead
And there is no meaning to your boring male existence
Apr 15, 2016
Apr 15, 2016 at 9:37 PM UTC
The nature around us
Provokes to think!
The geometry of nature
Creates coincidences and intersections!
Coincidences of creation- destruction and re-construction!
Intersection reveals the connectivity,
Connectivity between deconstruction and reconstruction!
Geometry portray the commonness and uniqueness,
Commonness and uniqueness between
‘image and number’ and ‘shape and number’!
It leads all relation to number relation!
Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 2:30 PM UTC
Deconstruct the established
Many ideas which supports them
Scrutinize them with precision
Dissect them to the core
Reveal the truth that they hold
In an endeavor to construct
One needs to deconstruct
To establish the relation and bonds
Nothing is permanent
Deconstruct to establish the truth
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 9:17 AM UTC
♦ Become a friend
♦ Learn her secrets
♦ Swallow her demons by choice
♦ Tell her she is wanted always in all ways
♦ Choose time shared over all else
♦ Pick weakness out of need
♦ Push hard while showing kindness
♦ Sincerity and pain
♦ Wanting all, yet giving nothing
♦ Prove dependability
♦ Turn fear into reality
♦ Use her heart against her, gutting her invisible
And with the final lie that defines a gender
"I want you to always be here"
Turns into a silent, wordless exit
Mar 11, 2014
Mar 11, 2014 at 4:27 PM UTC
disillusionment.
deconstruction.
liberation.
the breaking of bones.
a knife
stabbed me in the back,
and i cried, **** you!"
a boot
kicked me behind the knees,
then pushed my face
into the dirt,
and i thrashed
until i could thrash no more.
i became sullen.
hopeless.
bitter.
so i climbed into a spaceship
and shot
through the earth's atmosphere.
w e i g h t l e s s
liberated
i felt beautiful.
i could see the whole,
and it made sense.
i felt the relativity
of unfocused thoughts
the importance of calm
of simple togetherness
pleasure
the pressure of time
the shortening of days
and then i fell,
plunging to the earth
to break my bones.
movement made slow
just when the sun shone
standing uncomfortable
in fear, in pain.
loneliness,
but wanting no one
(please just leave me alone)
i'll live in my fictions
i'll grit my teeth through the pain
and keep moving
i won't allow tears
until at least one foot is out the door
i'll play songs on repeat,
and subsist on cocoa krispies if i want to
i'll draw cells
and i'll write and i'll write
liberated and disillusioned
liberated and lonely
liberated and in pain
liberated and in fear
liberated and frustrated
liberated in chocolate
liberated in red wine.
May 22, 2013
May 22, 2013 at 5:53 PM UTC
There are two images
On the wall of the room
Where I live in;
One is ‘Gandhi’ on his way to Dandi
Another is of a **** with his gun,
In between the images there is a
Sprawling spider web,
Networking peace with warfare
Or warfare with peace!
My soul mate said
“Spider web trying to network
Post-modern peace with humanity & masculinity
So, that everyone agrees to it before deconstruction
out of trepidation.”
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 3:40 PM UTC
When Jacques Derrida's Mother
Embraced the concept
Of 'wholly other'
She loosed her hold on life
In the past tense
And gave herself up to
The 'Metaphysics of Presence'.
How I love this new-found euphoria
Now there is no more aporia.
If only the world would grasp
The concept of deconstruction.
So she put down her knitting
Logged onto the internet
And signed up for a course on
Basic Moxibustion.
Such a great invention
This internet
But life is even better
Without unresolved tension.
Oh for a mother
To understand her son.
May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 2:40 PM UTC