#decieved
Where once you knew
That which confuses
Brings one to question so many things
How can it be so untrue
Why were you so oblivious
Why did , I not see what , I knew
I was so consumed in you
I believed fell into the hope
I trusted that's the truth
I trusted you
So I'm not just hurt but mad at me
A bit disppointed in what I thought
You wonder why , I refuse to trust
You wonder why , I question now
I will not be confused by mask of deception or be fooled by pleasure
If I know if I knew
no longer will , I be left to question
© Jennifer Delong 3/11/19
Mar 12, 2019
Mar 12, 2019 at 12:24 AM UTC
When someone tells you they love you
What does that mean to you ?
It means
I lose everything
I lose my very being
I lose everything I'm used to seeing
But love you decieve me
Tricked me into contentment
Believing I was comfortable
High Apon my feet shouting with Glee
But you decieved me.
Now I am alone
Not making a move
Because it comes with a fee
You take it so easily
As I crumble
With every part of me
I'm lost
The cost
Is too much
I let go
And forget I breath
I thought I was better
To know
When I was decieved.
Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 2:32 AM UTC
you say your there for me.
but when I really open up to you,
you just don't want to see it.
you act like you care,
but when I have these thoughts,
and break downs,
I ring and your never there.
© Copyright Tyler Atherton
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 11:00 AM UTC
Some people say my sad brain deceives me, I wonder if it's true?
Dec 6, 2017
Dec 6, 2017 at 9:21 PM UTC
I was once told:
"You can trust me"
"I'm here to help"
And "I'm here for you"
My innocent mind believed each word.
You had me convinced.
Looking back,
I can't help but wince
Your job is done;
I'm coated in your venom.
So, away you slither,
Abandoning me a final time.
Quietly, I wither
I don't blame you.
After all,
Who would want to hold
A heart laced with mold?
l.v.s
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 2:50 AM UTC
I have an idea of Myself.
And how often, in the unregistered intervals of time,
When thoughts of world avoided me
with as much fervor as I avoid this world.
I think of what I am,
I realize that of all the people I have deceived,
the one I fooled with perfection was myself.
When I see what I do not want to,
my mind desperately grabs onto a stray thought,
to distract me from understanding
Of what I am about to realize.
But I know this game too well
and this is not a secret that I have uncovered
for the first time in life.
It is what I half-remember in all my waking hours
and all that I know of in my sleep.
I know this lie, I have been telling myself.
But today is not the day,
to shatter my Idea of Me
with one cruel realization.
The day, when it comes,
shall be the last I breathe as me.
For I cherish this Idea
more than myself.
Jan 27, 2017
Jan 27, 2017 at 4:58 AM UTC
Misty morning, misty eyed
Rain falling from the sky
Memories fill my head
From last night, the last night
It was the darkest night
I ever have known
A tear fell for each thought I had of you
For each disbelief,
A shot of whisky, or two
You never believed in us, all this time
Never did you bring to the table of concerns, between you and I
Disbelief still lingers in my mind
Lying in the rain,
Erasing time
To think again, of what once was I
living my fantasy
Perhaps out of touch
During a time of what I thought, once was us.
Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 3:52 PM UTC
I trusted you with my life, you knew every aspect of it
I trusted you with the crossed lines on my thighs that are as open as I was to you
All I asked was my secret to be kept safe but I suppose that's another promise you couldn't keep
Give me back my secrets they are not yours to keep, maybe they could have been, had i not been decieved
Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 10:43 AM UTC