#deceiption
You had everything you needed
I couldn't give you all you wanted
but
I've made sure you had everything you needed
What went wrong
was so much more than what's seen on the surface
What's going on is way deeper
than a few hurtful words in the mist of arguments.
I can deal with this yet I refuse
I refuse to repeat this dance with someone new
I've passed this test before and I wont take it again
I'm spiritual tired, soul mind and body
I rather not accept anything from you
No more of me compromising
it's draining every single part of me
You
don't care and even though you see and hear
you're really not listening or paying attention
to key details
You throw blame at my insecurities
Yes
I have some but I face them
and no matter what
I know
I'm pretty **** close to amazing
plus
I'm working on me
I know
I'm mental & emotionally banged up
which is why I have to
STOP
YES give up on US
and
keep praying you'll find your way
I only want and need peace
I'll pray for you but as for me
I'm praying
I
FINALLY
live
Praying
I gain
wisdom and understanding
Because
I've tried
I really did
but
I've known
even as
I've
come to realize
the truth
too late
That
it is possible
for
me to love
but
not always help
A Broken Man
Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 7:47 AM UTC