#deb
shaved my head again last night,
watched empire records and saw deb and shaved my head again last night.
ate spaghetti, my best friend got into college
my best friend got into college and we ate spaghetti and shaved my head again
we shaved my head again cause we watched empire records and i saw deb and i saw deb shave her head and i thought that looks awesome
so we ate spaghetti
and she got into college,
she’s already in college but she got into a different college
so i made her spaghetti and we watched empire records
and we watched empire records
and ate spaghetti
and she shaved my head cause we watched empire records
and now she’s going to college
a different college
she’s already in college
she’s going to a different college
i didn’t text that dude
i didn’t text that dude, and he didnt text me
i saw his girlfriend on instagram
his girlfriend posted on instagram and i saw it
a picture of that dude
i was maybe going to text him
i was maybe
going to text him
but then i saw his girlfriend
on instagram i saw his girlfriend
his girlfriend posted on instagram
a picture of that dude
so i didn’t text that dude
cause i saw his girlfriend
i woke up and my cats were on me and my arm was asleep
my arm was asleep
my arm was asleep cause my cats were on me
my cats, both of them,
two of them, my cats
were on it, one of them, one of my arms,
both of my cats
both of my cats were on one of my arms
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 3:17 PM UTC
White dresses of purity
Gently gracing the floor
The couples sway gracefully
As the crowds adore
The families and friends
Filling the whole room with glee
Their stare with amazement
With pride and esprit
The lights shining down
So softly and bright
We all knew then
This would be a splendid night
As the final dance commenced
And they stared into each others eyes
Smiles and grins filled their faces
These smiles of happiness told no lies
The song came to an end
And the dancers parted, reluctantly
The audience running wild
Cheering and laughing, exultantly
Rushing to my friends
Giving each a warm embrace
Showering them with praises
You could see the enthusiasm on their faces
All of us were dressed up
Everybody has cleaned up real nice
Dresses and tucks adored us
A sweet slice of paradise
Taking a million photos
To remember this very night
We took the dance floor by storm
As we were all filled with such delight
If only this night would never end
And we could all remain this happy
Reality seemed to melt away
It was just us
The friends, the music
The connection we all had
For a moment our hearts all beat as one
Not a moment did we feel sad
But things like this can't last forever
Like a firework upon the night
Beautiful and filled with color
But then the spark fades out of sight
But not without burning a memory
So vividly into our minds
We enjoyed ourselves within the moment
In that instant we could all unwind
Thank you to the people I love
For inviting me to such a night
As I had such a wonderful time
It was one of the best nights of my life
Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 6:53 AM UTC
When the wind clears the murky haze
That has clouded my eyes for a thousand days
Keeping me chained and confoundedly dazed
I'll emerge freed from the tortured craze
Under the most cloudless sky the sun ever raised
To see my direction lit in the rays
Let's hope this self-reflection stays
Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 5:26 PM UTC
Silence
Digging
The search for words
Leaves me empty and blister-handed
Despair and thought swirl in a voiceless dance
Between my ears and
Any will I've had to speak
Disappears where my breath meets my lips
Guttural instinct has me know
There are things that need to be said
Words to be exchanged
Explanations waiting
Perched
Perilously on the edge
Of solving all
And no going back
And yet
Silence. And everything is dead.
Apr 1, 2016
Apr 1, 2016 at 1:58 AM UTC
A speck
It festers
Silently
Growing
Leeching
Unnoticeably
Raspy voiced
Less than whispered
Barely noticed
A pesky itch
Ignore
A twitch
Ignore
It won't exist
Ignore
Fade away
Please
The edge is turning grey
The plague is back
Black
And here to stay
In truth
It never really went away
Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 7:35 PM UTC
Its happening again.
This suffocation
I can't breath.
I need help,
I'm drowning in a sea of depression,
and I can't save myself this time.
I've already given up.
Maybe you should just give up on me,
I'm already a lost cause.
I'm worthless.
Useless
Everyone has a talent in this world,
or so they say.
I must be good at nothing,
because I have no talents.
Jealousy is knocking at my door,
I wish I could do half of the things you could,
but I can't.
I'll never be as gifted,
talented,
smart,
or kind as you are.
When I'm gone, everyone will be sad.
For a couple days, at max.
Then, they'll move on,
they'll for forget about me.
So will you.
That's just the circle of life.
Feb 4, 2016
Feb 4, 2016 at 8:58 AM UTC
Clouded thoughts of you incript my mind
and my hands grasp my chest as I seem to have lost the ability to breathe somewhere along the winding road where on every corner you sold me lies. I thought the innocence you portrayed was liable to your soul but I was hypnotized by the way your eyes wandered my body and the color in them stole the vividity of my creative mind so now as I sit and try to combine words that will never fully portray the sense of wonder you left me with every time you failed to reply to my missed calls and texts I question whether you genuinely loved me or loved the idea of my body against yours in the moonlight.
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 10:27 PM UTC
And your kisses shot fireworks all through my veins but I swear to God baby it was the best pain
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC
Your essence as a whole is an impenetrable force field of which nothing can destroy except what's inside.
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 11:25 PM UTC
ocean tides
carry sea salt
onto the quiet shore
only to wash it away
Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 8:24 PM UTC
And I didn't talk to anybody for weeks. I just went through my daily deeds as if they were engraved in my mind and I was programmed on everything I did. I felt like a robot. I mean, I felt nothing after the night I felt everything. I will never understand how one could embrace someone in hatred. I thought his arms were made for loving and I thought the enticing looks he spared me meant something more than my body.
Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 11:02 AM UTC
You extinguished my hopes,
and you shattered the bones
protecting my heart. You
single handedly ripped the
breath from my lungs saturating
every atom with your presence.
I suppose though it's okay that
you hurt me because life isn't
always fair. And the ones we
love don't always infatuate
themselves into us in the
alikeness in which we did to
them.
Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 10:31 PM UTC
Shards lay amidst the ground
All of this house and not a sound
The screams from my dreams keep me awake
Put down the ******* bottle for ***** sake
You are killing yourself every drop that goes in
This is by far your most damaging sin
You say that when you drink the ***
It lessens the feeling you compare to as numb
Baby I come home and your passed out on the floor
You'd never even know who walked through that door
I grab the bottle right out of your hands
I wake you up and prepare you to stand
You fall to your knees and grasp my bruised feet
I fear it is in hell we will once again meet
Watching you die everyday is not easy on me
Please just get it over with so I can finally sleep
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 4:42 PM UTC
From an innocent age
I have always held an inborn fondness for winter
The way the cold air brought people together inside
And the fact that no snowflake was ever the same.
But as I have increased in age
I have found less redundant things that appeal to me about the Jack Frost season
For I now relate the the way everything freezes over
And you cannot feel the tips of your fingers
And new comfort has been located in the elongated periods of darkness
And I have found a deeper meaning
In the way snow falls, but doesn't always make it to the ground
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 4:31 PM UTC
*Your words pulverized me again and again
I saw each little arrow
that lead me in circles
back to your doorstep,
wanting to reach out, touch you
but was afraid you weren't there,*
*Did you understand the love we shared
Deeper than the depth of the Pacific,
but the schism of the abyss deepened,
like a cracking Mariana, imploding unto itself,
as I play each scene through my mind
what did I do to make you turn away
I wonder…
it was hard to say
good bye…,*
*My angel, it has been long, since I saw you
yet whatever little moments that we spent
were blessed pearls in shining oysters,
worn around our hearts
I aver it still hurts to know
you are still there somewhere
How I miss…
the endless, senseless talks
wishing for more of those precious moments,
but life, does it value treasured seconds?
I wonder…
then why is it that
I miss the most…us?
I hope to awaken when the sun comes up
and rubbing my eye, I see the dream crash
see you standing before me
as if you had never left my side.*
**The parallel worlds.
My princess, just peep out of the castle window
Do you see that glorious steed?
A knight atop, in his shining armour
Perhaps not…
Since with changed time’s dimensions
I stand on the tor while your castle is in the vale,
Each looking at the other as a mist
Yet still there, where we were…
Nothing has changed, yet there is no constant
The eye of the storm has changed the breeze
The sailboats changing tack, yet on the same course
All a matter of perception…
Look out of your dream and you shall find
Us, standing on the same shore that we last left,
The travels and travails seem to keep us adrift
Bobbing up and down, times tides
Synchronous, dancing to the beat of the waves…**
Dee
Debbie Brooks.
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 12:09 AM UTC