#deathwriting
She never said it was gone it just faded like a sunset and the light hasn't crept in yet.
Where did it go?
Was it the pill's the drinks or maybe a combination
of something we never cared to recall?
I walk towards the end as you simply walked away.
Nothing holds you better than the regrets through yet another empty hours night .
You drink to forget then you just somehow forget to stop .
Watch one to many a sunrise then repeat the cycle till one day your no longer here .
I'm not in denial of the truth I embrace it as once I did you .
And now I wait where others choose to live .
Catching a buzz and a one night stand in-between .
Painting the pictures that write the page in regrets and dead end streets it all goes to **** eventually why not have a smoke before the fires of your personal demons consume you .
I never cared for conversation's much to begin with .
And now I find little reason to disturb the silence to simply hear my own words spoken aloud .
It's definitely half empty in this case but at least it was a hundred proof to begin with .
Never ******** yourself it was always a gamble from the start.
Mar 30, 2018
Mar 30, 2018 at 2:55 PM UTC