#deadromance
Out of a shattered mind,
reveals itself in a reminiscence of the time.
When our bones cracked,
punched,
moved,
collided,
and snapped.
We were free.
Free from the sight of judgemental eyes,
and words of disgust.
It was me,
and you.
Just Us Two.
We were under a different light and playing in secret shadows. So no one could follow.
We hid from God and his false grace, as we moved from place to place. Up and down and rolling around, sticking to leather as to you I was as light as a feather.
With your arms around me in the tightest embrace,
I know I will never,
forget
your face.
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 11:02 PM UTC
on the 10th day of august, 2015,
you turned 16 years old.
i can imagine how magical that could have felt.
but the entirety of that day, i ached inside,
living, knowing i couldn't celebrate alongside you,
no matter how badly i wanted to,
because you didn't love me anymore.
you didn't care what could happen to me,
because it was your birthday,
and it was going to be all about you.
that's okay with me,
i'm sure any other person would want the same.
so here's me hoping you have a nice day,
despite all of the hurt i've felt lately.
happy birthday, jared
i love you
Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 12:24 PM UTC