#deadoralive
I've never felt alive
I've always just been surviving.
It's harder than yesterday now.
I wish to feel like the living.
I'm too exhausted.
Too exhausted to have hobbies.
To have interests.
To watch TV.
To care.
If I'm not on autopilot, I am a mess.
I'm breaking down, unable to move.
Unable to care about those I love.
That can't be living either.
So I just survive.
Barely.
It's hard today.
I hope to be alive one day
But hope is fleeting and deceiving.
Dec 28, 2023
Dec 28, 2023 at 6:20 PM UTC
People might have it backwards on what a Killer is,
The truth is we all Killers,
Some are Silent,
Some are Serial Codes,
How secret?
Creepy, but the touch of one **** is sacred,
Bring the bate, your fates in my hands,
So why debate about Killers,
When you know that you not just a suspect,
Yet Guilty.
You killed me,
You bully.
Jul 15, 2020
Jul 15, 2020 at 11:11 AM UTC