#daymare
Another failure?
Sure
Stack it here,
On the left shoulder
The right shoulder
Is occupied by a boulder
Otherwise what do I care
Just next in the long line,
A tether,
To the newest nightmare
That'll transition seamlessly,
I swear,
Seemingly out of thin air
Into a more current,
Living daymare
I know the routine
But you can see the ware
You can count every tare
I can't hide the despair,
It shows up everywhere
I wasn't taught how to prepare
But have noticed each and every year,
Yeah after year,
Less and less people care
About that detail in particular
So I run perpendicular
To my failure
Maybe forever
Especially if I have to be
My own savior
©2024
Aug 30, 2024
Aug 30, 2024 at 4:10 PM UTC
I don't care,
I'M A LIER
I can't care
Not about who or about what
Just when and where
Lurking like a jump scare
Stimulating neck hair
Never taught to prepare
Never thought I'd get here
Stuck in my own layer
Of an inception daymare
Not much darker after the lackluster transfer to nightmare
It just goes to show the **** show goes on long past forever
A morbid trend setter
Left wishing I was a quitter
I'M A LIER
No need to wish, it's a clear no brainer
And wicked obvious, at least from what I remember
Though I know I don't remember a lot but whatever
©2024
May 2, 2024
May 2, 2024 at 2:26 PM UTC
*
It's not an altar
If I don't worship upon it
(Even if I still whisper prayers)
It's not a pedestal
If you don't stand atop it
(Only, I still look up to you)
It's not a quest
If you're no princess, and I'm no hero
(Yet, I still seek out dragons)
It's not a dream
If there's no hope
(And I still wake a million miles from you)
*
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 4:47 PM UTC
Though my dreams have been borderline terrifying, it's mixed with a magic I can't explain. I'd often prefer to stay than to wake, and let the story play. In my dreams I have purpose, even if it is to help save and escape when I am the aimed prey. I have planted myself in rough terrain, and though I feel the wetness of the rain, I currently lack the passion to push past the concrete shade of gray. While unconscious I am sometimes robbed of speech and mobility, but awake I am just a shadow's stain. The sun's rays will hit the next day and we will both forget I am there. I can honestly say I still prefer the dangers of the night, to the impending daymare.
Let me sleep.
Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 5:07 PM UTC
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I have seen couples,
So far from each—
Other, on a platform,
Waiting for the next train,
Never touching, yet how
They ****** their mobile
Devices, how softly, sweet,
Without guile nor agenda
They swipe the glass—
As it swoons back in return
With blue lights and alerts,
So dearly needed and answers,
In way words for the machines
Of flesh and the ghost within,
With such personal aplomb
In real notifications of text
And instant message.
Apr 15, 2017
Apr 15, 2017 at 3:10 PM UTC
" ang punong tagapagluto "
KUNG ANG ISA SA MGA NAKA-ENTRADANG PUTAHE
AY HINDE NAMAN TALAGA SADYANG NA-SABUTAHE
NA KANINO NGA BA ANG EPEKTO NG PANGYAYARI
SA MGA NAKA-TIKIM BA NITO O SA NAGMA-MAY ARI
DAHIL KUNG ANG BAWAT SANDOK
AY MAY NAGBABANTANG HADLOK
ANO PA BANG SIGLA MERON ANG PAGSALOK
GAYONG' NAKA-HAIN AY IBA SA IPINAPAHIMOK
ILANG SANDALI PA MULA SA MGA ORAS NGANG ITO
YAONG APEKTADO AY DAPAT LANG NA MAPANUTO
MATAPOS MAGAWARAN NG HATOL BASE SA KARAMIHAN NG MGA GUMUSTO
INOSENTE LANG ANG MAGTATAKA SA HAPAG-KAINAN KUNG ITO AY WASTO
Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 10:59 PM UTC
I have for you a brand new word:
Of “Nightmare” we all have heard,
But now I give you
“Daymare”.
Yes, a day of Daymares –
Those little nagging Anxieties
That grow to deep Depression.
Can I pay my bills?
Will I pass my exams?
What will people think (of me)?
We all have had those Daymare days
When all goes wrong
And nothing will go right.
Bad days
Like when my parents died,
Nervous breakdowns,
Running over a cat
And a squirrel.
Fillings falling out.
Lunch is burnt.
We’re flooded!
And many more.
Times of sadness, anger and frustration.
Times to cry.
Times when it’d be better
To Die.
So, here I give you “Daymare”:
A word I hope
You seldom have to use.
Paul Butters
Nov 24, 2015
Nov 24, 2015 at 6:37 AM UTC
Held in the pens
Of womb, little one
Squirms to see light,
Before the bars of crib
Encroach and bind one
Growing into childhood.
Then to be left off, bounded,
For chaste schools to yearn how
To keep such place whilst learning,
Never knowing that old, bracing sun
Is all around until frightful bell— calls
Recess, for these are the walled gardens
We made for ourselves, the coldest brick
And mortar chambers we place as lambs
Are encased, when finally we are pushed
Into the dark, the drabness, of the drowning
Work a daze whirled, the open prison of our lives.
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 10:34 PM UTC
I have seen couples,
So far from each—
Other, on a platform,
Waiting for the next train,
Never touching, yet how
They ****** their mobile
Devices, how softly, sweet,
Without guile nor agenda
They swipe the glass—
As it swoons back in return
With blue lights and alerts,
So dearly needed and answers,
In way words for the machines
Of flesh and the ghost within,
With such personal aplomb
In real notifications of text
And instant message.
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 4:33 PM UTC