#darkplace
this desire took over everything
she worked so hard to prevent
interrupted from working on herself
instead she found herself back in
the place she promised she would
never go back to
she tried so hard to be better
but the temptation failed her
this has now become
a problem yet again
Oct 6, 2021
Oct 6, 2021 at 10:07 AM UTC
Confused and dark
Time slipping away with every blink
Holding my head trying to find reality
But there is you
My reminder this is real
This feeling will fade
With the confidence it brings
Anxiety and depression with the waves
I panic
Is this real?
The smoke and the high?
Me kissing your lips and savoring the sweet.
I touch your chest
This doesn't feel real
But it will fade
But, god did I get lucky to have you
Through the smoke and the high
Jun 10, 2019
Jun 10, 2019 at 9:28 PM UTC
Where is the light
we once knew?
What darkness
is this?
Our fingers touch
fingertips on fingertips,
that electric buzzing
between us,
shocking us
in its pleasantness,
pleasing us
in its shockingness;
the buzz vibrating
through the dark
like that phallus
we both knew
vibrating between us.
Where her fruit
once overflowed
with juices,
a dry dying comes
and her heartbeat
is a pinprick sensation
tingling in the night air
like a dull bell
in a weak wind.
Where does
the darkness reach?
Why has
the light failed?
Once we took flight
in her wide wings motion,
her vibrant heart beating,
a big bass drum
sounding as we flew
in our loving
and ****** flight
in that far away night.
Her lips motion words,
the kisses less warm,
less soft;
where once her kisses
burned and seared,
just chill wind comes,
and less and less
as feared.
Baisers froids,
she whispers,
my cheek chills
to her kisses,
my heart seeks
a once upon love,
a touch to warm
as once before,
getting less,
but wanting
more and more.
Oct 6, 2016
Oct 6, 2016 at 2:45 PM UTC
he never loved you
& he never will
and who's to say anyone ever will
really love you, I mean
because everyone pretends this dark part of you
doesn't exist
but to you
it's the only part left
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 10:16 PM UTC
You must have been in a place so dark
You couldn't feel the light
Reachin' for you through that stormy cloud
Now here we are
Gathered in our little hometown
This can't be the way you meant to draw a crowd
Oh why, that's what I keep asking
Was there anything I could've
Said or done
Oh, I had no clue you were
Masking
A troubled soul, God only knows
What went wrong and why
You would leave the stage
In the middle of a song
Now in my mind I'll keep you frozen
As a seventeen-year-old
Rounding third to score the
Winning run
You always played with passion
No matter what the game
When you took the stage
You'd shine just like the sun
Oh why, that's what I keep asking
Was there anything I could've
Said or done
Oh, I had no clue you were
Masking
A troubled soul, God only knows
What went wrong and why
You would leave the stage
In the middle of a song
Now the oak trees are swaying
In the early autumn breeze
A golden sun is shining on my face
Through tangled thoughts
I hear a mockingbird sing
*This old world really ain't that
Bad of a place*
Oh why, there's no comprehending
*And who am I to try to
Judge or explain
Oh, but I do have one
Burning question*
**Who told you life wasn't
Worth the fight
They were wrong, they lied
Now you're gone and we cry
'Cause it's not like you to
Walk away
In the middle of a song**
Your beautiful song
Your absolutely beautiful song
Apr 11, 2014
Apr 11, 2014 at 9:46 AM UTC