#darkdays
drowning in the sea
wondering the questions-
used to think the road ahead is full of sunshine
now i read psychology books to calm my head in the bed
need someone tells me this is alright
-all are the tuitions have to pay in the early life
dreaming a philosopher in mind
the best cure is
-everything will be fine
Apr 22, 2022
Apr 22, 2022 at 3:51 AM UTC
The lights
are screaming,
"may the night
doesn't end."
We, too.
When we are
at our best,
we hope to
stay the same.
As the sun rises,
the lights say,
"I will be back."
We, too.
Dec 12, 2020
Dec 12, 2020 at 11:40 AM UTC
Dream big,
And never give up!
Reality is hard,
Keep it real "in these
Dark Days"
And share the positive and light and
You never know, maybe,
Someday the world can see the light again!
Dec 1, 2019
Dec 1, 2019 at 1:38 AM UTC
Your shadow is the
Rainbow
Which appears on every
Dark day
May 22, 2019
May 22, 2019 at 11:30 AM UTC
We put hopes
Cause there's faith
We hold on to
Cause we trust one another
We stand up tall
Cause we believe in ourselves
Still somehow
There's a force
Tryna break us
Bring us down
Like it was so clear
Suddenly became so dark
So dark
That you can't see a thing
Even with your both eyes open
That's your call
To the new beginning
Pick yourself up
Look around you
There's a lot more to discover
There's more challenges coming your way
Keep on living
Keep on believing
One day
You'll win.
May 27, 2018
May 27, 2018 at 2:54 PM UTC
The edge of a blade
I prayed
For second chances
Until it happened to me
Unfortunate circumstances
The score setter,
Conviction letter,
The get good getter;
That hurting someone is
Gonna make me feel better.
This life that I live
Is a warrior’s craft
Hanging by life’s raft
Ninjas and samurais
Gang and clan ties.
You gotta hang me
Stand by me
Wildcard.
You know, it’s hard.
Life’s near impossible
Whether life allows
Or disavows
These are my vows
For better or for worse,
Till death do us part.
Part me, part facade.
Am I a fraud?
I just don’t know.
Back to the future
Hovercraft
Hover board
Overboard.
Sinking and drowning,
19 and counting.
Two sides of the same story
Anger and despair
Hope and peace
Broken pieces.
Broken heart,
Shattered mind.
A life,
Destined for greatness…
Only to fall short
To slip up
And never get picked up.
Feeding memories,
Feeding thoughts,
Dreams killed,
Nightmares born.
Let me ask you a question:
Have you ever looked down…
The barrel of a gun?
To face death
In the midst of life;
Shot down because
I just wasn’t
Good enough.
Not enough good luck.
Lucky number three.
Son, brother, outcast.
Shunned from reality’s past.
Friend, family, fake fronts,
Fighter, thinker, life stunts.
Angels telling me to stay, retreat.
Demons yelling at me to hit replay, repeat.
Me? Staring at a bedroom wall
Calling, pleading with God
To Control-Alt-Delete.
Hara-kiri,
Life’s ******
From what I foresee,
I’ve gotten third degree…
Burns.
We’re told to
Have a fire.
A fire that never
Gets put out.
We’re told to
Reach for the stars,
And never give up.
Told to
Be bold and
To be brave.
Told to
Be the best and
Only the best.
Told that
We only…
Live once.
But here I am,
Telling you to
Live and to last.
You see,
All my life,
I’ve had
Angels and demons
All around me.
This broken world;
It surrounds me.
But His grace;
It astounds me.
His peace covers me
Like the trust between lovers be
His Spirit hovers over me.
To live and to last,
To look to the future,
Embrace the present,
And accept the past.
Despite my darkest days,
God always provides
Now, here I hide;
In His brightest lights.
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 10:35 PM UTC
She is just fourteen
depressed and abused
messages and poetry
dire words, she'll often use
If I had a daughter
and this was how she was
I'd want for her to understand
I'd help her with her cause
I know there are those parents
ignorant and uncaring
blank of soul and eyes
as apathy, is glaring
But, the truth is hard
and advice is fleeting
reality for the sad and lonely
emotionally depleting
Grab your bootstraps tightly
and know this, young lass
life helps those who help themselves
And
Happiness can/will be found, once teenage angst
has passed
Feb 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 at 9:05 AM UTC
Where all pulls me down.
Where life is bittersweet.
Where my heart is aching
and I can't shake it off.
One of those days
where choices have a bitter taste
and secrets are a heavy burden,
slowing down my energy
for the sake of everyone involved.
One of those days
where nothing seems right
but anything else would be wrong.
Where I wanna shout and scream
and let it all out.
But choices are done
and out of my hand.
Secrets a burden to carry till the end
Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 8:57 AM UTC
My heart is beating
My soul is screaming
My brain is overthinking
My body is shaking
My pencil is bleeding
The pain that my mouth couldn't enunciate
Couldn't enunciate those dark days
That i buried my soul with hopes
Falling into the despair
Looking for the key of success
While i have forgotten that
I didn't finish
Carving it Yet
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 9:46 PM UTC
I'm trapped.
I can't breathe.
Losing hope,
I'm falling deep,
"I hope you stay,"
silently I pray.
My love for you,
won't lead me astray.
I need you now,
more than I can explain.
Just hold me close.
Promise me,
please promise me,
you won't disappear.
I'm fighting to stay,
fighting to love,
just hoping someone,
will help me up.
Losing my faith,
day by day.
Sometimes I don't,
believe that you'll stay.
My heart is broken,
pieces are gone.
My darkest days have,
taken my crown.
I no longer smile,
no longer laugh.
I'm trying to hold on,
with all my heart.
I hope you understand,
that I mean no harm.
It's just my darkest days,
have taken arm.
Trying to hurt us,
that's what they do.
My darkest days are
coming through.
Aug 23, 2017
Aug 23, 2017 at 7:08 PM UTC
My eyes open.
It's another day.
inhale
Drag myself out of bed.
Splash water on my face.
Stare into the mirror.
breathe
Walk.
Sit.
Eat.
blink
Phone rings.
Talk.
Work.
Text.
don't forget to breathe
My eyes close.
It's another night.
please no nightmares tonight
please.
Jul 9, 2016
Jul 9, 2016 at 8:55 AM UTC
The tree of life was cut down to fuel the fires of our wicked ways
yes these are dark days indeed
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:12 AM UTC