#darkcloud
i am sick and tired
of loneliness.
looking for companionship
is going nowhere.
so i will settle for you,
said me.
i want you to love me
said me.
i want you to cherish me
said me.
i love our togetherness
said me.
i love that we wake up together
i love our humor
i love our kindness
and most importantly
i love our happiness.
i will continue loving you
till the day we die
and don’t worry
ill never leave you.
i will forever be with you
and if someone comes along,
we can date her together.
Oct 30, 2019
Oct 30, 2019 at 9:32 PM UTC
i don’t sleep
thinking about you
i don’t eat
thinking about you
i am hurting
thinking about you
i get lost, staring in the abyss
thinking about you
my eyes burn more than usual
thinking about you
my heart weeps a violent melody
thinking about you
my nerves send extreme warnings to my brain
thinking about you
i am a dog in sheep's clothing
thinking about you
my face blank with no emotion
thinking about you
my fist clenching
thinking about you
my pupils black and dry
thinking about you
twitching and grinning
thinking about you
smiling and laughing
thinking about you
turned on
thinking about you
fruity scents rush my nose
thinking about you
i forget where im at
thinking about you
i hate that i continue
thinking about you
i can’t wait for the day i stop
thinking about you
i’m tired of
thinking about you
i am exhausted
thinking about you
release me from my chains
the darkness swallows me whole
i don’t know who i am
all because
im thinking about you
Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 1:41 PM UTC
im alone
im lonely in a group setting
i strive to be at the top like a heading
but i am so alone
i want to be loved
i want to be your white dove
but i am alone,
i fall into your trap
like a sticky plate of cheese
but i am done.
i am alone
i get denied like i have bad credit.
Mar 20, 2019
Mar 20, 2019 at 7:52 PM UTC
Life is difficult.
It has struggles and hardships.
People don't understand,
The pain of broken promises.
Betrayal is quite common.
No one really seems to care.
You start to realize it when you're hurt,
And no one is there.
Remember that friend that had your back?
Where is she now?
Did she hurt you really bad?
Is that where you got your dark cloud?
That dark cloud is sadness.
It's taking control of your life.
You feel there's nothing you can do.
Even if you try with all your might.
But some days are better,
They're filled with joy and hope.
Maybe someone kept their promise,
They didn't treat you like a joke.
But that's the way life is,
You fall and are told to get back up.
But sometimes you need a dark cloud,
To truly know that what you have in life is enough.
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 4:52 PM UTC