#curhat - Hello Poetry

Let me tell you, it happened to me once, --------- She left. The worst part of it all were the questions Why didn't she give me a reason Why didn't she waits for me A puzzle to be decoded, I carefully studied past memories, dutifully analyzing every words I said What was wrong? It's unfair how she left without a reason Every night & day I spiralled downwards into despair The pain barely registers My world were gray Hyperbolic, but it is Life was pointless The future was a fog I cursed myself, hoped something could happened so I didn't have to be alive "Should I go find him? I'll wait for him, I trust him, he exclusive to me." Don’t be fooled On the first 3 months, I thought that too But she cuts her hearts into 3 & gave it away That's how she cope with the pain She heals faster that way No point to stay like a dog sitting & waiting for its owner to come home behind the closed door Complexity of human beings Don't be a burden of feelings Yours and another’s There's still a residual damage Eventually after 4 months I got her back My heart was so happy that she comes home I loved her, but she wasn't entirely mine I could force a marrige & have a family with her But I realized if I did that, it will be only pressured me Everything that's not supposed to yours will slipped out of you grip sooner or later, no matter how hard you hold it. "What about my theory if some black magic witch played a trick on him? we're in Indonesia, you know sometimes it happens illogicaly" Feelings become stronger than reasoning. Even though I’m ideologically opposed to your theory, if it happened then it happened with God 's permission. It could be a way to save you from him. All for a good cause. It's his choice An active action Accept that It's just a matter of breaking a habit you're attached to I'm not forbid you to go there If you still wan't to fight for him, does he deserve your efffort? Choose your battle wisely Don't go alone & promise me If it's not what you expect, If you encounteres a road to disappointment Do not do anything stupid I don't want to hear you did any lame attempt to escape from this world Don’t push the thoughts away Let them in, Embrace the sadness and heart break Accept them and let them be there This is a learning journey, you'll be fine Time will erase the pain away.

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May 17, 2019

May 17, 2019 at 1:08 AM UTC

megittaignacia

"Aku ke pekanbaru ga ya?"

Let me tell you, it happened to me once, --------- She left. The worst part of it all were the questions Why didn't she give me a reason Why didn't she waits for me A puzzle to be decoded, I carefully studied past memories, dutifully analyzing every words I said What was wrong? It's unfair how she left without a reason Every night & day I spiralled downwards into despair The pain barely registers My world were gray Hyperbolic, but it is Life was pointless The future was a fog I cursed myself, hoped something could happened so I didn't have to be alive "Should I go find him? I'll wait for him, I trust him, he exclusive to me." Don’t be fooled On the first 3 months, I thought that too But she cuts her hearts into 3 & gave it away That's how she cope with the pain She heals faster that way No point to stay like a dog sitting & waiting for its owner to come home behind the closed door Complexity of human beings Don't be a burden of feelings Yours and another’s There's still a residual damage Eventually after 4 months I got her back My heart was so happy that she comes home I loved her, but she wasn't entirely mine I could force a marrige & have a family with her But I realized if I did that, it will be only pressured me Everything that's not supposed to yours will slipped out of you grip sooner or later, no matter how hard you hold it. "What about my theory if some black magic witch played a trick on him? we're in Indonesia, you know sometimes it happens illogicaly" Feelings become stronger than reasoning. Even though I’m ideologically opposed to your theory, if it happened then it happened with God 's permission. It could be a way to save you from him. All for a good cause. It's his choice An active action Accept that It's just a matter of breaking a habit you're attached to I'm not forbid you to go there If you still wan't to fight for him, does he deserve your efffort? Choose your battle wisely Don't go alone & promise me If it's not what you expect, If you encounteres a road to disappointment Do not do anything stupid I don't want to hear you did any lame attempt to escape from this world Don’t push the thoughts away Let them in, Embrace the sadness and heart break Accept them and let them be there This is a learning journey, you'll be fine Time will erase the pain away.

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waktu tidak serta merta memberi salam maupun pamit ia berjalan saja mengikuti poros dan terkadang aku tak merasanya cepat.. kemarin rasanya aku baru akrab denganmu, setalah kebungkaman yang berbicara menahun aku hanya bisa tertawa, jika aku ingat dulu. kamu dan aku kemudian dibawa waktu untuk saling bicara untuk pertama kali sebenernya aku dipaksa karena aku membutuhkan bantuanmu aku memanfaatmu..agar kita dekat mungkin itulah cara-Nya maaf.. sampailah kita diakhir studi kuliah topi bertali dan jubah sudah mantap kita kenakan tapi dihari itu aku tak melihatmu mauku melihatmu dengan jas hitam dan kemeja merah mudamu yang manis tapi aku senang. semoga kamu gapai maumu selalu dan selamat.. aku masih merepotkanmu hingga detik ini

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Nov 30, 2018

Nov 30, 2018 at 9:44 AM UTC

nurul-amalia

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waktu tidak serta merta memberi salam maupun pamit ia berjalan saja mengikuti poros dan terkadang aku tak merasanya cepat.. kemarin rasanya aku baru akrab denganmu, setalah kebungkaman yang berbicara menahun aku hanya bisa tertawa, jika aku ingat dulu. kamu dan aku kemudian dibawa waktu untuk saling bicara untuk pertama kali sebenernya aku dipaksa karena aku membutuhkan bantuanmu aku memanfaatmu..agar kita dekat mungkin itulah cara-Nya maaf.. sampailah kita diakhir studi kuliah topi bertali dan jubah sudah mantap kita kenakan tapi dihari itu aku tak melihatmu mauku melihatmu dengan jas hitam dan kemeja merah mudamu yang manis tapi aku senang. semoga kamu gapai maumu selalu dan selamat.. aku masih merepotkanmu hingga detik ini

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Ketika ku menumpahkan isi raga, ku tak yakin ku membasahi manusia. Setiap suara yang ku simak bukanlah mulut berbicara melainkan insan memuntahkan sastra.

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Dec 30, 2017

Dec 30, 2017 at 9:31 AM UTC

Oka

Ku malas curhat

Ketika ku menumpahkan isi raga, ku tak yakin ku membasahi manusia. Setiap suara yang ku simak bukanlah mulut berbicara melainkan insan memuntahkan sastra.

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