#crus
body aches
my lips don’t move
it wants to be my best friend trade your soul for the price .
I’ve always wanted company but not this kind I always wanted company but not the company with my own mind ,
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 2:15 PM UTC
At first, I wasn’t interested.
It wasn’t a love at first sight kind of deal.
The moment he started talking, however,
I felt something real.
Hard to believe, I know–
Especially in a world of desire and lust.
What is real and what is fake?
Will someday these feelings turn to dust?
He asked me for my number.
Despite my better judgment, I said yes.
I was too caught up in my feelings.
I couldn’t make my heart beat rest.
Full of butterflies my stomach was
As we said our last goodbye.
Butterflies don’t always tell the truth, though.
Unfortunately, sometimes they lie.
To listen to your heart or head–
That is the ultimate test!
For sometimes you’re right and sometimes you’re wrong,
it‘s hard to tell what’s best.
Do I take it one step at a time
Hoping his feelings haven’t changed?
I never texted him back that day.
What if he’s hurt from the words never exchanged?
Then there’s another problem
Oh, yes, the other boy.
The one who won’t move on,
Claiming I’m his only joy.
If I were to find someone else
Would I destroy his entire life?
If I choose to not hurt him and stay alone
Then would my own be full of strife?
Too many questions and too many answers
Makes me fear my heart is wrong
Listen to your head, I beg.
It’s hard, for my heart is strong.
Give it up, for it’s what’s best.
We both know It’s true.
My heart and my head now both agree.
It’s what I have to do.
I have made up my mind.
The boy has got to go.
Anyhow, we’ve only had one chat.
I need to tell him no.
There he goes now smiling at me.
I wish he would stop.
“Hi,” He says…
Well, here we go. I’m back up to the top.
Jan 22, 2018
Jan 22, 2018 at 11:05 PM UTC