#crumbling
What's the point of getting stronger
When I break down so easily over you
Jun 26, 2025
Jun 26, 2025 at 9:38 AM UTC
Tumbling walls whispering tears —
the sound of fallen walls in the rain,
_closing remarks to the echoes of pain._
Tossed red dust's disappearing pieces —
still what we've built for ourselves -
_are all these foundations to remain._
Feb 28, 2025
Feb 28, 2025 at 11:38 PM UTC
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*When you are Loved,
and so deeply cared for;
There is nowhere to run..
Nowhere to hide
The only thing you can do
(under the warmth of that beautiful Hold)
Is to slowly unwind..
Until you Become.
It is already in you, Love..
buried behind the horrible Residual.
Remember..?
Within the soon to crumble Wall..
within the Corruptible,
that was so unfairly and horribly
corrupted
Is the absolutely Beautiful in you
that has been (and always will be)
Incorruptible
.. preciously-Hidden, behind the wall
"It is Incorruptible..
It cannot undergo Decay"
You are in there, sweet-one
buried underneath
every horrible part of it all.
As the wall comes down..*
Love will find you.
*When allowed,
it always, always does.*
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Sep 6, 2023
Sep 6, 2023 at 12:45 PM UTC
As I become undone
My threads untangle
Every little knot unraveling
Their stories lost
Memories fade
Images drown in static
I succumb to little needles
Pricking every surface of my skin
While a song seeps from my throat
And leaks onto the dusty floor
Alone on creaky hardwood
In a dark
Dim
Crumbling
Home
Jan 29, 2022
Jan 29, 2022 at 6:17 PM UTC
Was it you, who burned a city
At my fingertips?
I’ll blame it
On the rampaging fire wildflowers
Suffocating California.
Either way, I cannot breathe.
What haunts me?
It’s you, isn’t it.
The 12-33, code 12-56,
No help is coming,
“Refusal to comply” morphs to “missing persons,” reporting
The silence.
The screech, the blip
Of a scanner, seeing red,
Like I could hear the pain
Of a few thousand shaken children
Who lost
Their mothers
To a cloud of noxious smoke.
That’s what haunts me.
Isn’t it.
Children, charred and homeless,
Roaming crumbling streets.
That’s what haunts me.
Jan 25, 2021
Jan 25, 2021 at 5:09 PM UTC
___Better to stand on my own two clay feet,
than bolster someone else’s crumbling tarsals and fallen arches.___
May 3, 2020
May 3, 2020 at 10:20 PM UTC
My heart is heavy, my bones trembling.
Help me, I'm in need of mending.
Broken body, shattered soul-
I'm crumbling, but no one knows...
Mar 17, 2020
Mar 17, 2020 at 6:10 PM UTC
Together we crumble
Under our own heaviness
surrounded by fumes
that make our souls tremble
cemented together
demented away
living in this toxicity
we perspire
nothing but love we require.
May 5, 2019
May 5, 2019 at 7:41 AM UTC
my heart is a warzone,
and you invaded just so you could attack.
you were never careful about how you treated me,
you just wanted to cause as much destruction as you could and then retreat.
but i will soldier on,
pretending everything is okay,
although the scorched earth around me is crumbling and burning.
but everything is okay,
its okay.
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 5:30 PM UTC
In front of my eyes
My greatest fears arise
Everything I thought I knew
Has got up and flew
To far away lands
It's all slipping through my hands
Plans I had made
Are now beginning to fade
My already broken life
Continues to tear me up inside
This news has left me trembling
And now my life is crumbling
Jan 3, 2019
Jan 3, 2019 at 8:30 PM UTC
The tenuous sense of self is crumbling
In a gentle breeze of slight rejection,
Whose worth is broken by extreme humbling
So breaking true self’s the self’s protection.
Breaking down instead of standing strong
Means the world must clean up all your pieces.
Even when the self feels the self is wrong
And the will to hold yourself releases.
The human soul is stronger than the hand.
The self survives outside a lover’s grip.
When you crumble you need to understand
Your own love is the greatest partnership.
You never considered how much trouble
It is to find heartbeats in the rubble.
Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 3:58 PM UTC
Skin on skin,
Tracing each other’s bodies with gentle fingers,
Grabbing with needy hands,
Wanting each other a little less.
Emptying our souls,
Light being cast away,
Love wasn’t here.
No,
Love was an illuminating star.
Our definition of love was like the crumble of earth,
Letting it fall through the cracks of our fingers,
Dissipating.
Diminishing.
Delirious.
We didn’t make love,
No,
We made numbing promises within our bodies.
Our temple,
Our beloved temple,
We forgot the structure of which it sat upon and now,
Crumbling like the earth,
It collapsed.
It fell and it caved and it hurt.
It hurt like hell.
Our bodies continued to collide,
To touch,
To grind against one another,
But we did not complain.
Feeling physical was the only thing that kept us feeling at all.
Nov 22, 2018
Nov 22, 2018 at 12:59 AM UTC
Made me feel beautiful
Yet sometimes hideous too
Held my confidence in your hand
It crumbled when we fell through
Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 3:30 PM UTC
Dear Colors,
you are oh, so bright,
Shining, glowing, beautiful.
So why must you become so dull,
When I need you to shine brightest?
When my world is crumbling,
Or when life is just plain hard,
I'd like it, dear colors,
If you'd shine the brightest,
When I can't.
Sep 18, 2018
Sep 18, 2018 at 3:31 PM UTC
Oh, how our petals fall
from the depths of our eyes;
the reminiscence of our small
and warmly stricken sky.
Oh, how it crumbles mutely
striking hard upon the earth;
the ground now bleeds acutely
and still, we drown in mirth.
Aug 26, 2018
Aug 26, 2018 at 3:15 PM UTC
I am losing myself
Everything is
crumbling
shattering
snd scattering.
Masks are coming off
Truth is coming to light.
Fake ones start to claim their identity
and people are leaving,
the ones I thought wouldn’t leave.
The light escapes me
and dull colors swift past me.
I have lost my care
I have lost my love
Lost my innocence
And lost my guilt.
Everything that made me, me
Is now gone.
So tell me,
is it me who you’re looking for?
Because that girl is breathing no more.
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 3:34 AM UTC
Wish upon a star
And watch the constellations
crumble under greed
Jun 22, 2018
Jun 22, 2018 at 12:30 PM UTC
Don’t you worry darling,
Now’s not the time for fears;
Don’t you fret my darling,
For I will dry your tears.
Though the world may crumble ‘round us
And though the sky may fall,
Don’t be sad my darling,
For I’m not sad at all.
You’re all I ever wished for
And all I’ve ever loved,
You are my joy, my guiding light,
My sun in skies above.
So now that shadows threaten,
I’ll be your light in turn,
And if the world is ending,
Together we will burn.
Apr 12, 2018
Apr 12, 2018 at 10:05 AM UTC