#crept
So long since I had you, you used to ease into me,
slowly, up my legs you crept. Slashing into my
native origins, you made me moan, you made me wait.
I used to rush you, then again, slow you down. I haven’t
felt you in a very long time. I miss you; I need
you to ease into my loneliness. I need you to thrill me.
I want to feel you again, over and over and over.
It used to take a long time for me to feel you. Since I
haven’t had you, the wait is nerve racking. The wait is
increasing my desire for you. I don’t want to be insistent
but come to me. In the middle of the night, in the light
of day, when the sun is shining, when the storm is
brewing.
I want you in me, I want you now. I want you to know
that it’s hard to live without you, it’s not easy having
to do without.
I dream about you sometimes, I miss you ‘cause I can’t
catch you like I used to. I get a taste of you only when
my memories return. Last but not least, I want to feel
you again. I want and need you. I want you to smash
my body with an explosion that I will never forget.
I want you to assume the position and hit me with your
best shot. Knock on my doors, I will let you in without
a doubt.
Come to me, will you please hurry! I’m waiting for you to
re-enter my world. I can’t wait any longer, I have to
have you. I need you inside my world. Here I am, let’s
get it on. I need you, I want you, and I’m ready….
Dear ******
Jan 29, 2021
Jan 29, 2021 at 10:41 PM UTC
5 a.m. and I still haven’t slept
A thought in my head suddenly crept
Why do I feel nothing when I think of you
The feelings left like an eagle who suddenly flew
Is this what feeling okay feel like?
That numbing pain is now out of sight
I don’t know if I could get used to this
Never knew there’s a kind of pain you could miss
I take my emotions, put them in a box
Wrap them tightly, put a ton of locks
It’s just something that I always do
Those feelings, I use them only when I need to
But now, even that box is now gone
I have nothing left, guess I’m done
Guess I’ll move on to better things
Maybe this time, I might call this life worth living
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 1:32 AM UTC
She was ultra thin,
But neither her head,
Nor her breast.
Limbs all rickety,
But neither her bed,
Nor her crest..
Words spun like web,
Crept around my skin,
I lost all my control...
Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 12:25 PM UTC
My words fail
Futile tears fell
Nothing to feel
You let me go
Now what I see in you
Smile that mocks me
Humour to torment me
Punches of repugnance
Your eyes carry it all
Pain of time with me
My weight lowered you
I couldn't see now
What I use to
Hidden in the layers
My words unfolding
With your touch
This time it is over
Numbness crept in
Nothing to hear
Nothing to say
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 12:38 PM UTC