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It just happened again I said I should finally make it stop I let it happened Now i look up into the mirror All I see is how dead I am My hands are shaking I then pull out a bottle To calm my self Drank it Numbed up Calm my nerves Splash my face with water Like water to a dying plant So I walk out the bathroom I walk as people looking at me But I go outside cause I need air I look up to see faces looking much happier Alive looking I sit down where there is a space I feel sick I put my hand into my pockets Holding a packet of **** Sparking my ligher in my pockets I start bouncing my legs Letting my hands dance The deep crushing pain I put my hand onto my heart I grip as it feels like my heart is bleeding My soul melting cause it kinda feel dead My eye start to feel like there will cry I hear someone saying Nick NICK You cool I look up to someone Someone I am hiding this to I mean I hiding to everyone I say Yeah People start asking you got gum I give it out cause I rather be the gum kid then kid that got ***** My abuser looks at me I fake myself I put on different side of me Then I rush to the toilet Threw up but there only sound and action in the air Nothing came out I sit there thinking The way I gave up My eye wetten I grip on to air I grasp for air As I feel my soul dying My brain deadly My heart gone I feel the floor Rotting inside my Body
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Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 7:51 PM UTC
Nicky_sticky
Trauma
It just happened again I said I should finally make it stop I let it happened Now i look up into the mirror All I see is how dead I am My hands are shaking I then pull out a bottle To calm my self Drank it Numbed up Calm my nerves Splash my face with water Like water to a dying plant So I walk out the bathroom I walk as people looking at me But I go outside cause I need air I look up to see faces looking much happier Alive looking I sit down where there is a space I feel sick I put my hand into my pockets Holding a packet of **** Sparking my ligher in my pockets I start bouncing my legs Letting my hands dance The deep crushing pain I put my hand onto my heart I grip as it feels like my heart is bleeding My soul melting cause it kinda feel dead My eye start to feel like there will cry I hear someone saying Nick NICK You cool I look up to someone Someone I am hiding this to I mean I hiding to everyone I say Yeah People start asking you got gum I give it out cause I rather be the gum kid then kid that got ***** My abuser looks at me I fake myself I put on different side of me Then I rush to the toilet Threw up but there only sound and action in the air Nothing came out I sit there thinking The way I gave up My eye wetten I grip on to air I grasp for air As I feel my soul dying My brain deadly My heart gone I feel the floor Rotting inside my Body
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