#cornerstone
It’s quite the contrary
For the things that nearly broke me
To end up as the very foundation of my rebuilding
The same things that caused my crumble
That left me in wreckage
Buried in debris
Questioning if I could ever again stand on my feet
Became the cornerstone of my very being
That which didn’t **** me, though it nearly
Truly did make me stronger
I once stood with shaky knees and trembling hands
Legs threatening to buckle beneath me
It was the hell of it all
Collapsing into myself
The final straw that caused my longest darkest fall
That forced me to pick up the pieces
And build myself into an indestructible wall
Because it was either build or wallow and die amongst the wreckage
Either craft myself a lifeboat
Or drown in the sea
But I chose to stay afloat
And now all the bad things
They’re what make me, me
Of course I don’t think
I deserved what happened to me
But these were the seeds that were planted
That which nourished my growth
These are the cornerstone
They tried to break me
But all they did was make my structure unwavering
May 2, 2020
May 2, 2020 at 12:43 AM UTC
Love's cornerstone set
Forty-five years together
Dear wife of my youth
Our sons, their wives, our lives full
May love's embrace continue...
~ to the moon and back ~
Oct 29, 2019
Oct 29, 2019 at 11:18 PM UTC
When the person you love
feels ,you've become the person they loved then
The person you love will become the person who loved you and
no matter how hard you try,
their loss , their memories and your love for them becomes your cornerstone and
There is nothing in this world that will help you snap out of it.
No books , no prep school , no charity , no clubs , no friends ,no amount of alcohol , not a hundred dates , not even writing a thousand poems about them is gonna help you snap out of it.
Your love,your true unrequited love will forever persist as your cornerstone from the day you fell till the day you fall.
May 21, 2019
May 21, 2019 at 3:41 AM UTC
Origami
Sometimes
when you stare at me.
I feel naked in front of you.
no more
than a sheet of white paper.
your eyes cut me
like razor blades.
Your white teeth
chew my shapes.
you have all the powers
I am being folded
into the object that
you want me to be
all that you desire.
A deer
a bird
a aeroplane.
your deft fingers fold
and crease my shape.
can you not see.me
my flesh is soft and pliable.
my heart is beating
with passion for you.
my mind is clear and decisive
I crave only your love
Your acceptance.
And yes.
your tenderness
yet you fold me once again
I feel the pain of each crease.
Yet I know the truth.
in your eyes
I am but origami
Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 1:21 AM UTC
Courage
Being What
It Matters Not
Our Lives
Not Made
For Infamy
This Standing Rock
Upon The Ground
Hurled Once
Against Myself
A **********
Of Thy Own Word
Wheel Of Flesh
Now, Just a Rut
In the Road
Remembrance
Of
Loves Path
Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 9:57 PM UTC
And now he stands here before you
Crucified by you, but once again alive
By the love of god alive
He is the stone that the builders refused
And he's become the head corner stone
The almighty laid a stone in Zion
A precious stone, for a sure foundation
And those who rely on it shall not know fear
Because the stone that the builders refused
Becomes the head cornerstone
The lord he has done this
And it is marvelous in our eyes
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 12:57 AM UTC
If you really believe in something,
then friend...you better buckle up.
Because I believe so much in this one thing,
and the roads have never been more rough.
I have thought copiously about just giving up.
That my luck was over,
and that it wasn't half full or half empty with this cup-
No, it was more like...when did the cup dry up?
And that's the moment I realized what I needed to learn.
If this one thing is that thing for which all of me yearns?
If it is my destiny?
My heart?
What I am praying for in both light and dark?
Then why did I ever allow myself to give up?
Why would He make it happen if I didn't believe He could?
So now,
from this moment
I will no longer lack faith.
Because my God is the God
who can do all things.
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 11:16 PM UTC