#controll
everything´s so far away
in front of your eyes but still miles away
suddenly everything´s coming closer
you feel the breath in your neck
you feel it coming closer
it starts to controll you
and influences your actions
it even took your thoughts
and ruined them
you smell it
you smell the fear
and it smells like vanilla body butter
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 4:43 PM UTC
I want to know what it is like
to light my soul on fire,
without getting lost in the flames.
without burning myself out.
Mar 31, 2017
Mar 31, 2017 at 5:00 AM UTC
Dont think things have to die.
Nothing has to die
See
I didnt want the relationship to die.
But it did.
And it didnt have to.
But you wanted to control my life
Every minute of it.
You needed to see who i talked to
Who i didnt
And you had to make sure you were it
Even though ive told you a thousand times that i am a loyal man that is yours forever.
Yet it wasnt enough.
Because you still tried
To hold my life
Like it was a ball
And eventually
You dropped it.
I admit
It was my fault i wasnt brave enough to end it earlier
So it ate at me
I became angry.
I was grumpy.
That ****** you off
So i ended us
The relationship died.
But if only you had honored my wish
Like i did yours
We could still be
Us
Jul 25, 2016
Jul 25, 2016 at 10:43 AM UTC
*I am the stresser; in which the stress controls me. It powers me up and tears me down.
It's the reason behind my failure and my mistakes in which I hate so passionately.*
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 8:37 PM UTC