#confluence
They walked us down through cottonwoods
the leaves rattled like small bones.
Mud ****** at our boots.
The river smelled of salmon blood and wet iron.
“This is your turn,” they said.
“Your turn to weave.”
They sat us along the bank
knees in the cold silt
while the elders pulled story from their mouths
hand over hand
silver filament
bright as fish scales in lantern light.
I understood.
Grandmother lived in those branches.
You could feel her listening.
The threads changed color as they spoke.
Storm-dark pewter
like the river before rain.
Then thin as spider silk
when someone whispered a name
too sacred to hold long in daylight.
“Now you.”
I shut my eyes hard
mosquitoes whining near my ears
and prayed to whatever lived in water
the quiet old saints who ride the backs of salmon.
Then suddenly
a net of words
shivered into my hands.
Wet rope smell.
Knots tight as knuckles.
Moonlight caught in every strand.
“This one is yours,” they told me.
“Now cast it.”
So I stood there
a skinny girl in borrowed boots
and threw that net
into the black breathing river.
Again.
Again.
Months went by like that.
Fingers raw from knotting stories.
Rope burns in my palms.
The net coming back empty
silver dulling toward gray
like old jewelry buried in river sand.
Years passed.
The river widened.
I forgot the girl on the bank.
Then one night
my line ****** hard in the dark.
rope heavy with distance
and saw it threading
through my own mesh
gold.
Not a glimmer
not a trick of light.
Your net had crossed mine
somewhere far out
where the current runs thick with shadow.
Gold through silver.
Silver through gold.
The ropes crossing so often
it became impossible
to see where one ended.
Some nights the river carried a sweetness
ferment rising from the reeds
thick enough to make the lantern flames dance.
Some nights the current snapped and lunged
dragging the mesh sideways
until the rope burned my palms raw again
Still the nets tangled deeper
dragging strange glitter from the dark water
stories bright as coins
others sharp as broken glass.
From the shore
if grandmother had been watching
she would only nod
and keep weaving.
Mar 8
Mar 8, 2026 at 5:08 PM UTC
Once again while on the path of words you tread,
The 'Angel?' Saga
I hope you find it convenient to read.
I seek your opinion to develop myself
Please cooperate
Just as you have read the 7 poems, them you re-read.
Tell me which part you love the most,
It I shall write
On paper and in a handwriting so beautiful.
I'm addicted to my brainchild poem,
And I remember
What wind - what land - what sea.
14 years after that accident,
I finally succeed
To establish myself as a professional.
Poetry played a crucial part,
In redefining me
And my mental acumen.
So, I want to celebrate my success
By expressing my love for poetry
And the respect for my fellow poets.
Apr 25, 2024
Apr 25, 2024 at 6:48 AM UTC
Meandering, eroding, denuding, vitalizing...
From small beginnings to a glorious end
River merging into the ocean
Aug 11, 2019
Aug 11, 2019 at 10:47 PM UTC
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This poem is self translated version of my Hindi language poem titled "किनारों का निश्छल प्रेम " published in anhadkriti (Dec. 2017) Can be read through the link ==>> https://bit.ly/2Ex69ip
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Only water streams of the river
meets in the Ocean
The banks of the river
never meets with each other
they always stand face to face
but do not come near
If one comes near sometimes
The other moves far and away
To maintain the Distance
It's not so, that they
do not want to meet
But if they will meet
The river will not stay
That too will become a pond
Its water will also rot
Its continuous flow will stop
To maintain the existence
Of the free flowing river
For welfare of living beings
For quenching their thirst
Its very very important
the banks should never meet
The truth is that they are one
even if they are not able to meet
What is life? Life is love
What is love, it's Sacrifice
Without sacrifice, love is lifeless
The banks have completely understood
the essence and decided their destiny
that they shall never ever meet
For the welfare of the world
Its essential, important and mandatory
Banks are disciplined
By their own self-discipline
If the river also follows discipline
Inspired by the discipline of banks
Its beauty gradually increases
Peoples bow and pray to the river
With great respect and devotion
But whenever water streams of river
Encroaches the boundary of the banks
they are criticized and reprimanded
As it betrays the love
betrays the sacrifice
betrays the benevolence of the banks
by completely forgetting and
tarnishing the efforts of banks
And Take away with them
Hundreds of homes
And finally earn disrespect
Well, the existence of the edges
is also because of the water stream
If the edges meet with each other
They will lose their own identity
So, this subtle concept needs to be
Understood clearly and deeply
'Devotion persists only uptill the
desires remain un-fulfilled'
If one is able to see the God
and gets his desire fulfilled, then
the devotee ceases to be a devotee
his devotion disappears immediately
and he often gets angry with God
So the Banks of river
always pray to god
'Our love should remain forever
But like parallel lines
We should never meet each other
Because of us the river must exist
Water streams must stay forever
And remain as a medium
for communicating our love
towards each other'
Such guileless love of the banks
Where else on earth can be seen?
God also salutes their true love
I wish their love should remain alive
It's not always like -
that the shores never meet
Yes, two banks of same river
Do not meet with each other
But a bank of a river
Sometimes manages to meet
with the bank of another river
Because in such case there is
absolutely no fear of
the water streams getting stagnant
The water stream of two rivers
joins with each other
and is called 'confluence'
Its importance increases
Its respect also increases
If one bank of first river meets
another bank of second river
then the second bank of the first river
never minds at all
and never ever gets sad
Its love remains constant as it was
unconditional and unbiased
Moment moment every moment
Second second every second
Let's bow before such
True and unconditional love
Hundred and Thousand Times
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 1:50 AM UTC
At the confluence is situated the Dushanbe,
Varzob and Kafirnigan meet in proximity.
Kafirnigan flows towards from the east towards the city,
The Varzob flows south to meet the bigger Kafirnigan.
The people, they import English Goats for eating,
Sacrificial English Goat Of Dushanbe,
And that's how they eat GOD frequently!
Dec 31, 2016
Dec 31, 2016 at 5:23 AM UTC
The night sky is so alluring
There is a subtle attraction
Stars hold our gaze tonight
As lovers hearts come closer
Fine strings from the moon
And the shimmering veil
Decorate the landscape
Waves of silver light
Resonates with hearts upheaval
Night’s bring out the beauty
With closed eyes, we see the universe
Love stops at this confluence
Hearts slowly drowning in love
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 1:37 PM UTC
***A kiss evokes eloquent poetry
Each line recited in harmony
It’s a silent symphony of souls
Feelings sway in an ecstatic stupor
A new world becomes a reality
Where just two souls find abode
A poetry chronicled by the confluence
It’s a masterpiece***
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 12:05 AM UTC
Morning mist frames her face, the contrast, he couldn't miss
a wild flower fresh, bathed in dew drops, she becomes fulfillment.
A bee, as usual seeking honey,without being aware what awaits,
sleeps in her chamber,couched in her love the whole night,
he stole her heart, she whispers, he keeps it as the fragrance
and the pollen smeared all over his being vowing never to remove,
a love it is, in essence different from all that he has hitherto known,
as if in a dream, stealing her heart, he flies up to the ultramarine sky
all abuzz with love tunes , orchestration of nature, intoxicating,
his heart is full of light love fills, now this bee is even ready to die.
May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 10:05 AM UTC
The forest is still, like a crouching beast, slowly seeping
in to our cells as a tranquil wild feeling,
behind the closed doors of our room mon amour
is busy in some secret ritual I suppose.
I am watching the dance of tangled trees
leaning over the veranda rails of the forest lodge,
door opened, she appeared, asked me in,
across her luscious ******* my name is written in brown,
I get the prompt, like all urban animals would,
lick the chocolate from her perfect ******* down little by little,
and feel how each swell second by second
"Whatever you deem fit"she suggests, unambiguously
I saw desire dance wildly on her eyes, nature's prompt
I am a yogi, let me confess, my heart set
on the union on the highest level, that tempts
but the demands of here and now, can i reject?
all it says is this"Be a bhogi, seeker of sensual pleasure
as this moment is ripe for that, neglect it at your peril"
I am not dogmatic though seeker of truth higher,
I have to get ripe more, now I understand,
I obey her, my sensual desire and the call of the moment
I won't fall as this is the truth at the level of flesh.
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 8:54 AM UTC
***In the confluence
Feel the inner turmoil
A passion
Yearning to coalesce
Upheavals
Sways in rhythm
Flared up inferno
Frenzied dance
Water’s on fire***
Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 2:29 PM UTC
"Look at me sweet light, come make my inner eyes yours
light me up, I am the universe, spanning light years across
galaxies of desire and the renunciation at altissimo, the peak
disentangle the strands, liberate, to my abode let me go back
How long I've been sitting in meditative wait, for your caresses
for that divine touch that'd trigger ecstasy in multiples"
My journey is recorded in shades
of light and darkness, it's essence
returns to the flow eternal, dissolves.
I am the remembrance of nights
colored by sad, pale, soft moon light
that keeps watch to million secrets
preserved in double helix, passed over as
codes that keep on telling stories from
time immemorial,still kept safe within,
which is my zen 'kon' to contemplate
and erupt in enlightenment, my right.
I am melancholy light, driven away
when sea blue drinks sun at last, liquefied,
every tree top then one'd find covered
with fire flies that play an orchestra,
in an ascending wave, touching
the acme,then comes down rolling and dies.
We lived in a land of unimagined beauty
only a bit of it our conscious mind receives
that anointed us all it has, rain and wind
fog, ice and sleet,the warmth of summer,
remember the way winter made us tenderly
shiver together, as if we are explorers of a
world,we created and dissolve as we return.
Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 2:52 PM UTC
Two heads of confluence,
Makes a tranquil gleam of streams
*-When love is true in many ways, it is true
when voices meet without vocal perception, because at glance you speak-*
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 6:23 AM UTC
let everything go
at a glowing moment's prompt,
no looking back to the paths
that went winding through
the landscapes, both barren and verdant.
Slowly started to fall
from nowhere to nowhere
like the flow of a symphony
heart rending, rising to a crescendo.
Touched the acme. Gently
started to fall like an ice flake,
simultaneously freezing and melting,
as if not yet decided what is the best,
don't know how long it kept
going on like a dream sequence,
though never moved a bit.
then--
eternal, shining moment
like a rainbow arch appeared at
the mind's horizon.
All illusions dissolved
like vaporous clouds in the blue sky.
visions of many worlds
merged in to one.
felt the light that engulfed
has a voice,
dissolved self is in it
as it's lilt.
Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 10:01 AM UTC
You are the book written by the mystic eternal,
in sub atomic particles of each and everything
after transcending the limits of time,
on the wings of the thought in the primordial core,
that witnessed the seeds being sowed in the beginning.
I am entrenched in the inner urge of the spread of everything,
the surge of cosmic mind, all the five elements
the Brahman, most sublime, omnipresent,
at once, inert and omnipotent, a feat one of a kind
the waves of music, the subtle "ÄUM" containing all,
even when the symphony begins, and climbs to the crescendo
when self and the Master, my cosmic significant other,
merge in YOGA, the ocean, the confluence of consciousness.
Nov 5, 2014
Nov 5, 2014 at 3:07 PM UTC
A bedspread on which bold, red and blue
esoteric, Tantric, motifs embrace
copulating triangles, the ideogram of cosmos
batik printed in vermilion on it's center
is spread, right there on the play-field of cupid
where the confluence is to happen,
a transmitting point of fecund energies to infinity,
a point on the spring board to transcendence
Beloved, here in the holy fire, receive in ecstasy,
the sacrificial offering I bring from the
incessant Ganga of my lineage,
Shakti and Shiva come in for divine union,
together here on the mark beyond time and space.
right in the center is "THE BINDU" the mystical point
both culmination and beginning of the 'beyond'
passage from here to timelessness of cosmos, we invoke.
Here Shakti is holy fire leaping up for Shiva's offering,
sublimated they fuse, may that be the seed for karmas lumenant.
Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 6:21 AM UTC