#coldheart
You took a piece of my heart for yourself
and gave it to someone else.
Luckily my heart regenerates.
Something yours could never do.
Nov 9, 2025
Nov 9, 2025 at 12:49 PM UTC
you have turned my life upside down
and made me change myself.
you have made me cold from inside out
and made me hate myself.
I will not be able to trust now
only because you happened.
I will not be able to love now,
only because we never happened.
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 11:17 AM UTC
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Sometimes, there is an inner darkness that speaks too close to our hearts. Tempting us. Making us yield.
I know it is bad to bow down to these baser motives. These seductions that occur in the darkness of our beings. But, this all depends on us.
To decide whether or not to fall victim to its height of bliss, or to eventually fall to our knees once these illusions are over. It is my decision whether or not to fulfill this growing void.
My only question is, who would always be foolish to believe that darkness is a monstrous path, rather than a human delusion?
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Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 10:37 AM UTC
They say the squeekiest wheel get fix
And the loudest baby get the attention
But when it comes to love they forgot to mention
That the quiet ones are desperately in need
I yearn fix, I want your attention, Im just discrete
I exsist and want your love, so don’t forget about me.
May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 9:44 AM UTC
She speaks to me, the cold,
In the teeth that clatter,
In the glasses that shatter,
From her blows
The cold reaches me,
I can understand what she says,
She whispers chills,
Into my skin, and it stays,
Until it reaches my heart,
Then suddenly, she blows out
Whispering again, into my ears,
That my heart is colder than her,
Reaching there is what she fears,
Now...
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 12:20 PM UTC
I used too feel whole
Bowl after bowl
I'd watch my life each day
Just vaporize
Or go up in smoke
I gag and I choke
I sleep and I puke
When's it enough
I made out twice
It wasn't by fluke
Once to coke the other too ice
It wasn't till near death I realized
I need to wake up
And stop acting victimized
Too my surprise
I get too see another day
Oct 24, 2015
Oct 24, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC
Dig deeper, you'll need to dig a little deeper,
a little longer and harder to reach this heart.
You'll need to be strong and have great stamina
to reach what you're looking for.
But keep digging, it'll be worth it in the end.
I just have a hard exterior baby, please don't give up.
Once you've reached that cold heart of mine,
you'll need to stay to warm it up.
It's been lonely and cold for far too long.
Once you get this cold heart of mine warmed up;
It'll return every ounce of love and time you've put into it.
I'll return all the love you've ever given me and more.
You just gotta start digging.
Oct 13, 2015
Oct 13, 2015 at 12:27 PM UTC
She was ice cold in midwinter
Cause cold was all she knew.
Yet, even the most solid ice melt
With a little affection
With most compression
And a heart full of patient.
She still delays
Because someday
Her guard will yield
At someone capable enough
To make her ice melt.
Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 12:58 PM UTC
Words you promised never to speak
Drip from your toxic lips
Venom to freeze my veins
An ice queen I've become
Cold like your heart
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 12:39 AM UTC