#cml
Your heart was mine but I didn't know it
Wasn't til later til I knew I stole it
My heart was yours but didn't know it
Wasn't til later til I knew you stole it
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:51 PM UTC
Did you ever think life was to be like this?
A never ending roller coaster going at high speed?
No? Me either.
If I'm on a roller coaster going to hell, I'm glad I get to experience it with you.
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:50 PM UTC
My mind is a scary place
Sometimes I get dragged down into the abyss
There are unimaginable terrors
Creatures I've created
The only way to get out is to fight them off
Sword in hand, I slay these created creatures
In a suit full of self loved armor
I beat them, alone, unafraid
I rise again
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:43 PM UTC
My heart lay bare and exposed
He picked it up tenderly and carried it away
My heart was now his
In exchange he gave his as well
She picked it up and took it away
Both in different directions
Their hearts both bare to each other
Now his is hers, hers is his
They will never be broken
The suffering will cease
Because she knows he loves her, and she loves him
Completely imperfectly perfect
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:32 PM UTC
He was there
She was here
Both wishing to be together
Lonely in their own space
Together they would be happy
Missing him
Missing her
They both want to touch each other
Kiss him
Kiss her
They want each other
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:28 PM UTC
Deep meaningful conversations
Face flushed and heart racing
Happiness spread throughout my body
You embody warmth
You embody my love
Mouth hurts from smiling
Eyes crinkled from laughing
My soul is at peace
I am at peace after the chaotic storm
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:27 PM UTC
Closed inside a bubble of self pity
Thoughts of events gone wrong inside me
Trapped with no air to breathe in
Stuck in this reality for what it is believed in
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:17 PM UTC
Even through the chaos you make me feel at peace
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:17 PM UTC
Stuck in this world that I thought was once perfect
Trapped here with no hope of rescue
My soul is tormented each day
This is my personal hell
This is real and it is true, I'm stuck here
This person won't let me leave
Why won't he let me leave?
Doesn't he care about how I feel?
Aren't you supposed to sacrifice if you love someone?
Isn't that what you're supposed to do?
Why won't he do this for me?
Why doesn't he let me leave?
I thought he loved me
But I was wrong
He loved how I loved him
Even thought I don't
I lied
I stayed because I was lonely
But now I'm trapped and I rather be lonely instead
Why did I do this to myself?
What was I thinking?
I wasn't in the right state of mind when I started this
It's all my fault
My reality is shifted
I can't see the future
I don't have hope
I think I'm stuck here like this forever
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:16 PM UTC
Darkness is a word
That describes something bad
I am darkness
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:15 PM UTC
Tossed around
Torn apart
Broken away
Pieces caught drifting in the wind
Scattered among the ruins of a fiery path
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:14 PM UTC
Shattered heart lying on the ground
Splintery in different directions with no hope of being connected
Hope gone with the wind
Replaced with dread and fear
Love is gone
People are replaceable
Until you came along.
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:09 PM UTC
Bask in your sunlight
Glowing with stars at nighttime
A smile that lights up my world
Eyes that show me a future
Love that strengthens me
Empowers me
Enlightens me
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:08 PM UTC
You filled my hearts crevices
You filled the cracks in my broken heart
You put it back together
You made it beat harder, stronger
My heart was filled with pain
You filled it with love
Washed away my sorrow
Washed away my painful experiences
Replaced them with meaning
Replaced them with happiness
With laughter
With love
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:06 PM UTC
Looking at the past does nothing for the future
Dwelling on something bad won't help
Rising from your ashes and start again
Hope and positivity are the only route you should go
Don't let bad experiences keep you from life
Love, live, laugh
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:05 PM UTC
My heart sings to me in a way unknown before
It sings to me because of you
You make my heart sing
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:05 PM UTC
Words are a boundary
They hold back feelings in short little sentences
They mean much but also mean little
Emotions are expressed beyond words
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:04 PM UTC
Soulmates are rare
Deep rooted bonds
An otherworldly bond
Nothing else completes
Just and only that one person
And you just feel complete
Nothing else matters
Not a care in the world
Just you, just me
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:03 PM UTC
Time stills at the sounds of your voice
Heart beats faster and harder
A smile grows, laughter is found
My heart beats only for you
Serenity is only found, even in the chaos
No problems, no troubles
Just and only you
Every day I feel stronger
So is my love for you.
Electrifying
A gravitational pull on my soul
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:02 PM UTC
My heart is on my sleeve
My mind is all on you
Shield put down
I look at you
Love is painful
But not with you
It is free and everlasting
It is empowering
You make me feel safe
Loved, cared about, beautiful
You stole my heart and locked away the key
My love
My man
My teddy bear
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:01 PM UTC
My heart is yours
We are whole as one
The sound of your voice will always sooth me
The face of you is so beautiful
My heart beats stronger and harder when I think of you
My mind constantly on you
Missing you, wanting you, needing you
Your humor is what I live for
Your appreciation makes me feel worthy
Your smile lights up my world
Your eyes looking back at me warms my heart
You are so pure of heart
You are such a gentleman
I love you now
I love you always
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 6:00 PM UTC
Christmas day is when she realized she loved him
Last night was filled with annoyance
But also with laughter and peacefulness
Last night he made her angry
But he said he'd love her always
The night ended in a simple phrase in another language
The night ended with her filled with hope for the future
She tried to push away the feelings
But they always flooded her mind, heart, and soul
Every time she talked to him
She was at peace
She didn't are about the world
She only cares about him
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 5:57 PM UTC
Her heart beat harder than ever before
No other man could make her feel this way
His voice was a soothing calm like rain
She could listen to him talk forever
The accent made her feel soft and cozy
A smile beamed from her lips
Heart heavy on her shoulder
She fell, he caught her
Just as promised
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 5:56 PM UTC
She's a woman
Who has to defend herself
Who had to rely on no one
Who had to struggle through life
Mistakes made her realize her worth
Lies made her see the truth
The past is in the past
And the future is too far to care about
What happens now is all that matters
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 5:52 PM UTC
Scared to be loved and to give love
Afraid of what's going to happen
Mind shattered and heart broken to pieces
Dying on the inside but too strong to show it
She doesn't want to look for love
Love always hurts
Love is painful and unkind
Torment and loss are all she knows
Always expecting what she doesn't get
She deserves so much more
Self love is gone, she is hopeless
Love will never find her again
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 5:51 PM UTC